𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫! 𝐉𝐉𝐊! 𝐊𝐓𝐇 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

Chapter 55

YN pov

He hovered me increasing my heartbeat. If he does anything now, I'm afraid I might not be able to survive tonight.

He put his head in my neck smelling me. He planted a soft kiss and then started sucking my skin. He looked in my eyes and said, "See now you smell and taste like me. I did the thing that Kim Taehyung was unable to do. I left my smell and taste on you forever. Now you are mine forever YN, even if you want it or not."

He again buried his head in my neck kissing me intensely making me wiggle because of the pain he was giving. "Please." was all I could say.

"You sound so desperate for me. Looks like I will have to grant your wish."

He pinned both of my hands behind my head making me struggle to break free. The fact that I was naked wasn't helping either. Soon my body gave up and I let him win.

Once he realised that I couldn't fight back anymore, he rolled off me and slept making his back face me.

I can clearly sense him crying and the thought that I'm the reason behind his tears was breaking my heart. I turned to the other side letting my guilt flow from my eyes.

My eyes started becoming dry because of the loss of water from it. They became so heavy that it was impossible for me to keep them open. I felt Jungkook moving behind me but I didn't have the courage to look at him.

I felt Jungkook hugging me. I blinked few times but soon gave up as my eyes became heavier. Without even realising, I fell asleep.

I woke up in the morning to see Jungkook sleeping naked beside me. I always wanted to wake up next to him but I never imagined that it would turn out this way.

I was about to get up but couldn't move as Jungkook was hugging me tightly. I laid down again looking at Jungkook. "Stop looking at me that way, I may end up fucking you." he said with his eyes still close making my eyes wide.

I was so desperate to turn around but I couldn't even move. He opened his eyes and brought his face closer to mine hitching my breath. He kissed my forehead and went into the bathroom.

I couldn't comprehend what just happened. Why did he kiss my forehead? He always did it when he wanted to show affection but now neither he shows affection nor I expect it from him. He came out with a towel around his waist and other on his neck which he was using to dry off his hair.

"Do you want me to help you with bathing?" he said. I declined by nodding my head. "Don't worry I won't do anything else." he said.

"Okay." was all I could say. He carried me in his arms in the bathroom. He helped me in bathing. I would be lying if I didn't like the way he was taking care of me. I missed his care. I missed my Kookie. Without even intending, tears started rolling down my eyes.

"I'm sorry." I said making him stop his actions. "I'm sorry for giving up on us so easily." I said again.

He looked at me making my heart flood with guilt. His eyes were red as if he was suppressing his tears.

"Sorry doesn't matter. My trust is broken." he said and left me crying in the bathroom. I just sat in the bath tub crying my heart out.

"I'm sorry Jungkook. Please give me another chance." I cried while hugging my knees although I know Jungkook couldn't listen to me.

Little did YN know, Jungkook was on the other side of the door, clearly listening to her cries and pleads. His condition was nothing better than YN. He was a crying mess too.

It hurts him to make her cry but he was told by someone that hurting her would give him inner peace, help him relax. But he slowly started not believing in the words told to him.