Chapter 46

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YN pov

The party would start in a couple of minutes. Everyone from the Drama agency were already there. BTS along with EXO were also present.

I have to talk to Jungkook about everything. I don't know how will he react. Will he forgive me? Will he get mad at me and end everything? Or something even worse.

I was about to see him in his weakest condition and that thought was eating me up. Two of the most trusted people by Jungkook betrayed him. His V Hyung and his YN cheated on him, what will he do about this?

I was afraid of everything but he had the  right to know. So I decided to tell him everything today as tomorrow all of us will return to Seoul and soon BTS tour will start.

I spotted Jungkook and gestured him to come near me. "We need to talk JK." I said as soon as he was near me.

We reached a room and were seated on a couch. "Jungkook, Tae and I..." before I could continue, he cut me off with a kiss on the lips.

"I am so happy YN. Finally we are going to be together. I can't wait to declare to ARMYS that you are mine." he said making me confused.

"I'm sorry all this time I was away from you because Manager-nim asked me to stay away from or else he would fire you. I was scared that I might never get to see you, so I followed everything he said." said Jungkook making me look at him with love.

"Manager nim also told to prove me that my love was true and that it wasn't temporary. He asked me to stay away from you and that he would observe if I was getting over you. During the week I tried telling you this many times but whenever I was about to reach you, manager nim would somehow get to know about it and then you were angry on me and you were not ready to listen to my explanations. I always had to back away even when you were inches away from me. Everyday it was difficult to avoid you and pretend as if you didn't exist but I had to do it for us, our future. Honestly, it was breaking my heart seeing you try so hard to get over me but I didn't want you to. That day in the elevator when I noticed that my presence wasn't making any difference to you I got so hurt so I hugged you letting my tears fall. I was sure about one thing that no matter what you will always love me but when you said that you are quitting the job and leaving me forever, I lost it. I confronted with Manager nim and Bang - PD nim. Only I know to what extent I went to convince everyone to let me be with you. They decided that I can make our relationship official once you were back from Daegu and till then I was supposed to keep quiet but I was afraid that you may give up one me so I handed you the paper with message WAIT FOR ME. Although we were making calls but I still missed you." he smiled.

"I know you are angry on me for not making our relationship official but trust me I have been planning it. Now that we are going back tomorrow, I will make sure that everyone in the world knows that you are mine." he said and got up on his feat.

He spread his arms and said, "Everyone in the world should know that  YN EVANS BELONGS TO JEON JUNGKOOK. " shouting the last words.

"Thank you for waiting for me YN. I knew even if it would take a lifetime, you YN would always be waiting for me." he said smiling brightly.

Hatred for myself started erupting in my heart. How did I not believe this man? How did I end up cheating on him? How did I not wait for him? How did I commit the mistake that I was so sure I would never commit? How did I end up betraying the person whose heart only beats for me? How can I tell him the truth?

What if I lose him forever? I hugged him tightly and started crying in his embrace.

"Hey, don't be emotional. Come on you knew one day we would be together right?" he said cupping my cheeks. He kissed me but I couldn't bring myself to kiss him back. I was disgusted with myself.

"Now tell me what did you want to say." he said hugging me.

"Jungkook just remember that I love you." I said looking in his eyes. "I need to check on everyone in the party." I said breaking from his embrace and going out.

When I spotted Taehyung alone in a corner, I went to him. He smiled hopefully towards me. I said, "I couldn't bring myself to tell him anything Tae." I said making his smile disappear.

He pulled me with him inside a room and held my arms tightly. "What do you mean YN? We decided that he will get to know everything." he said in angry tone.

"I'm scared Tae. I'm afraid that I will lose him. I don't want to lose him." I said looking away as I couldn't make eye contact with him.

"Wh-what about me? Wh-what about us?" he stuttered.

"I love him." I said being honest. "I can't live without him Tae. I love him so much." I said now crying heavily.

"You mean everything that was between us was a lie. Didn't you ever feel anything for me? Not even once?" he said in a hurt tone.

"I'm sorry Tae but I always made sure that I don't..."

He cut me off, "But that doesn't change the fact that you slept with me. That doesn't change the fact that you made love with me."
he said making everything look broken.

"That doesn't change the fact that I love you and I was imagining my future with you." he said with tears in his eyes.

"I can't live without you YN, not after all these memories. I can't live on my own after I was so close in making you mine. Please don't leave me. I will die without you." he said and fell on my body putting his head in my neck, kissing my neck slowly as he knows that's my weakest point.

"I'm sorry.. I.." my words were stuck in my throat when the door of the room opened widely and when HE was standing on the other side.

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