Jungkook pov
"Was I not enough for you? Did you really need to cheat on me? What gave him the right to say that I don't deserve you? Huh" I screamed at her face but only got silence as reply.
I put my hand on her head and started sliding it from her scalp to the back of her head. I caught a fistful of her hair when I didn't get my answer. I pulled her hair making her yelp in pain. She didn't answer yet. My blood was boiling like crazy. Her silence was making me angry. I yanked her body making her fall on her belly. I stepped on her hand applying force to it.
"This is the hand I wanted to hold for my entire life. But this hand turned out to be a cheater's. How did it feel when he caught your hand? Huh!" I yelled at her.
She didn't say anything nor tried to push me off. She just laid there wailing in pain with tears in her eyes. The sight gave weird feeling to my heart. I didn't know if it was the feeling of satisfaction or restlessness, but I couldn't take it anymore. I let go of her and went out of the room.
What are you doing YN? Don't make me weak. I need to be strong to hurt you.
Even at night, I couldn't take her face out of my mind. I ordered her to sleep in another room as I know her presence would be bothersome . But even her absence was killing me. I was tossing and turning but my mind somehow betrayed me. Her face kept buzzing in my mind making me crazy. I went out of my room and entered YN's room. I got on her bed and pulled her closer to me.
I noticed that her hand was already treated. Well on my way out, I ordered Mrs.Kim to help her. I looked at her sleeping peacefully. How badly I want to hug her and say her that I still love her but how bad things have become. Only if you waited for me Yn, things would be so different. I hugged her tightly till I fell asleep.
I woke up in the morning seeing Yn sleeping peacefully beside me. She was wearing T shirt and shorts. Her T shirt was moved, revealing her flat belly which looked so welcoming. I couldn't help but touch it. Her skin was so soft that it made me draw circles on her skin. She started trying to remove my hands in her sleepy state.
"Stop it kookie. It tickles." she said in her sleep.
Did she really say stop it kookie? Or am I hearing things? Does she think of me when she sleeps? Does she still love me?
Am I overthinking? When my heart said 'yes', I got up and went out.
At night, I was lying on my bed with my hand on my head. I heard a notification tone and realised that it was YN's phone.
I checked it only to find it was Taehyung's message.
Tae: Are you alright YN? I'm afraid for you. Can we meet please?
I read the text without unlocking it.
Is she still in touch with him? It boiled my blood to know that they are still in contact with each other.
Just when I was about to unlock her mobile, I noticed YN slowly entering the room. She tiptoed her way towards the closet may be being afraid that she would wake me up. She opened it and was searching for something may be her night dress.
I went and stood behind her. I guess she sensed my presence because she stopped her movement and stood like a statue.
"Mrs. Jeon." I said near her neck. Goose bumps were clearly visible on her skin now.
"Ready to pay for your deeds?" I said turning her around.
"Jungkook.."
"Didn't I tell you not to say my name? It increases my anger. Now see I'm so angry that I want to hurt you." I said and she started shaking in fear.
I took her hand in mine. The same hand that I stepped on yesterday. I kissed her hand making her jump in surprise.
"Still not used to my touch? I guess I need to teach you whom you belong to." saying this I hit her hand on the closet.
"Aah..." she screamed loudly.
Blood started flowing from her already hurt hand. "Does it hurt, love? Well it should right?" I said and hit her hand again.
"Aah...please stop.....it hurts." she said between her sobs.
"Crying to melt my heart? Well sorry to say but your tears don't work on me." I said and put her on my shoulder.
She was wiggling to get away from me but I spanked her hard making her stay in place.
I threw her on the bed. I removed my shirt along with my pants and hovered her. I ripped off her entire clothing one by one. I spread her legs and was about to enter her but her scared face stopped my actions. I couldn't do it, not with the woman who once happened to be my world.
But the thought that she is still in touch with Taehyung made me angry. How dare she be in touch with Taehyung? Even after knowing that I hate the thought of them being together.
I caught both of her hands tightly making sure to apply extra force on her hurt hand. The pillow cover which was white was now full with red patches because of the blood dripping from her hand.
I wanted to enter her, fuck her till she passed out but this stupid heart of mine always betrays me. I left her crying, dressed up and went to drink my pain away.
On the other hand, Yn was crying her heart out. Unable to comprehend what did she do this time that made Jungkook so angry, she couldn't do anything else but cry. She covered herself with a duvet and looked at her wounded hand.
"This is the hand I wanted to hold for my entire life. But this hand turned out to be a cheater's." Jungkook's words rang in her mind making her cry worse. Clenching the duvet tightly in her fists, Yn cried herself to sleep once again...
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