𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫! 𝐉𝐉𝐊! 𝐊𝐓𝐇 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

Chapter 59

Jungkook saw YN sleeping beside him. He went near her hugging her as if his life depended on it. He was crying continuously without even bothering that he may wake her up.

YN woke up with the little noises. She looked at Jungkook who was crying with his head on her. Panicking she held his face in her hands and made him face her. "What's wrong Jungkook? Did I do something?" she inquired worrying  if she again managed to hurt him.

He didn't say anything just looked at her. "Jungkook..." he muffled her words by kissing her passionately. He let go of her when he realised she was struggling.

"I'm sorry YN. Its my mistake you thought that I was not ready to accept our relationship. You thought you were not good enough for me. You chose to be with V Hyung because you thought he would give you the happiness that I couldn't, right? You cheated on me because you thought I gave up on you, right?" he asked making YN wonder how he came to know everything.

"Jungkook, I... " before she could say anything, Jungkook cut her off with another long passionate kiss.

"I'm sorry Jungkook. I should have waited for you. You clearly asked for time and was ready to wait a lifetime for you. But I don't know what had gotten into me and the things that were happening made me so weak that I gave up." she replied crying.

By things she meant how Sehun tried to rape her. She didn't tell everything to Jungkook as she knew Jungkook would be so angry that he might actually kill Sehun and she was afraid of its consequences.

Next morning, YN and Jungkook were having their breakfast together. Mrs. Kim was smiling looking at a happy Jungkook. She never saw him this happy since she started working for him.

When breakfast was done, Jungkook went off to work after giving a kiss on his wife's forehead making her red in embarrassment due to Mrs. Kim's presence.

Mrs. Kim came out of the kitchen, smiling and sat on an empty chair in front of YN. "I've never seen him this happy before. Did something happen?" she exclaimed making YN redder than she already was.

"I just hope he realised that you are his way out of depression." She said making YN stand up in surprise.

"Depression?" YN asked.

"Yes, didn't he tell you? I thought you know as you are his wife. Ever since he moved in this house, he is suffering from depression YN. When he had to deny your relationship rumors and when you didn't even want to understand him, he didn't know what to do, whom to talk with. He thought you would leave him and this thought was killing him slowly and it reached its peak when he came to know that you were quitting. One day he did, he broke the mirror with his bare hand and threatened your managers that if he can't make your relationship public, he will hurt himself."

And Just then Jungkook's words rang in Yn's mind, "Only I know to what extent I went to convince everyone to let me be with you."

And when you started ignoring his calls, he became crazy. For the past few months, he would return home completely drunk. He became so frustrated he would break things to let out his anger. He always cried himself to sleep.  Sometimes, he would scream your name. I had to stay many nights here as I was scared he might hurt himself." she continued.

"He hurt himself just to be with me? And there I was sleeping with his Hyung behind his back." Yn's heart hurt in guilt.

"He loves you so much. He would drink a lot just to get you out of his mind. In the morning he would put up a fake smile making you think 'was he the same person who was drunk last night and was screaming and acting all wild?' There is someone at the company who doesn't want you to be with him. Someone threatened him that they would fire you. I heard him murmur all these in his drunk state. There was someone who always tried to brain wash him saying that you didn't love him. He would cry worse asking me if you would wait for him and I believed that you would. He didn't make your relationship because he was scared of losing you YN. I wish I knew you earlier. I would have told you everything. Now that you know everything, please try and be patient with him. He only needs your love, dear. Treat him, treat his depression with your love." she said.

YN pov

Whatever Mrs. Kim said is too much to understand. I never imagined that Jungkook was going through the same pain that I was going through. How did he manage to show as if he was so happy all the time? As if I never mattered to him when he was clearly dying to be with me.

Oh Jungkook! What have I done? I was your only hope and I took it away from you.
I thought only I was the one crying myself to sleep but he was doing the same. I was facing problems but at least I had Taehyung as a best friend but you had no one.

I will surely do everything in my power to teach that person a lesson but firstly, I need to make sure that Jungkook is alright.

What have I done Jungkook? How could I not wait for you Jungkook when my heart only belongs to you? How could I ignore you when I was practically dying to be with you?

I promise I will make everything alright. I will not give up on us until there is a last bit of hope in me. I will fight for us and I will bring out the love from you that you are hiding so well. We will be together Jungkook.