𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫! 𝐉𝐉𝐊! 𝐊𝐓𝐇 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

Chapter 63

Adjusting to the brightness, YN slowly opened her eyes only to see Jungkook hugging her. She was confused as to how was she alive. Didn't Jungkook kill her yesterday? She looked around to find that she was in their bedroom. 'Did jungkook carry me here?' She thought.

She tried to get out of his grip but ended in waking him up. He opened his eyes and he was beyond happy. His YN was alive, looking at him.

He hugged her tightly making it difficult for her to breathe. He let go of her and started kissing her forehead, cheeks, nose, eyes, lips and everywhere else.

"You're alive." he screamed in happiness.

YN smiled looking at happy Jungkook. Now that she knows his actions are not under his control. She knew he was drunk, too drunk to even recognise his own shadow but the fact that he didn't kill her even when he was in that state made her try to forgive him.

He went down putting his head on her chest and started crying like a little baby that he is.

"I'm sorry YN. It's all my mistake. I'm sorry. I'm so stupid. You can do whatever you want. You can meet V Hyung if you want. You can run away with him if you are not happy with me but please just don't die." he said weeping.

"I'm not dying." said YN chuckling at his childish behavior.

Indeed Mrs. Kim was right. Whenever Jungkook was drunk, he would become a beast and the next day his behaviour will make you question his duality.

"I'm sorry. I will make everything right. I will change everything. I will love you like I did YN. Please forget whatever happened in the past. Let's start a new life from now, from today." he asked with the hope that she will accept accompanied with a little bit of fear that what if she really wants to leave him.

But as YN already decided that she would not give up on them till there is a bit of hope in her, She nodded her head making him jump off the bed and do a somersault. YN smiled at his crazy reaction. He got on the bed again and started attacking her with kisses.

"Three of us are responsible for everything that happened but mostly I'm responsible for it. I know what he did was wrong. He should have told you that I was ready to make everything right. But he was so in love with you that he couldn't do it. I guess someday I will forgive him too. But right now I forgive you. Please you too forgive me." he said making YN look at him in surprise.

"I forgive you too Jungkook."

"I love you YN." he said hugging her again.

"I love you too." she replied smiling.

"I love you Mrs. Jeon." he screamed making her hide her face in his chest.

"Help me YN." he said suddenly. "Help me in becoming your old Kookie." he said hugging her tightly.

Last night.....
Jungkook pov

She closed her eyes and stopped struggling trying to give up.... I couldn't take it anymore. I pushed myself off her. What am I doing? How can I end her? How can I live if something happens to her? I may say that I hate her, but actually I don't. I love her to the limit of insanity.

I can't live without her. I shook her trying to wake her up but she wasn't waking up. I checked her breath, she was alive. What was I doing? She never told me that she would run away with V Hyung. He was the one who told it. How can I hurt her? Why am I so selfish?

I slapped my face twice in order to become sober. When I felt a little better, I picked YN in my arms and took her to our room. I laid her on the bed. She was looking so fragile. What have I done YN? I was supposed to protect and here I'm the one she needs to be protected from.

"I'm sorry love. I couldn't stay on my words. I pushed you to the limit that you thought it's easier to cheat on me. I hurt you to the level that you thought its better to give up on life. What have I become, love? Please help me. Help me in becoming your kookie." I said but she wasn't replying.

I couldn't help but cry. Cry my heart out. "I promise I will change for you, for us. I promise I will never hurt you please just wake up." I kissed her forehead multiple times. I hugged her closer to me as if someone will take her away from me.