No matter what I tried, it seemed like I couldn't turn my brain off. It was consumed with thoughts of Brian. I was determined to get to the diner the next morning and sit there until I saw him. I needed to talk to him. It was the only way to handle this. Sure, I could have left well enough alone and went on my merry way, but I knew if I left the town without speaking to him, it would bother me for the rest of my life.
I got dressed and threw my brown hair into a ponytail with a few wisps left out around my face. I wanted to look casual for when I "ran into Brian". I wondered if Beatrice had said anything to him about me. Had she told him I had been waiting for him like a dog waiting for its owner to return?
Before I headed over to the diner, I had check on my car. I was tired of not having a vehicle.
The morning sun once again had gone unnoticed as I walked over to the mechanic shop. I was just killing time at this point. I knew there was no way I could drive to New York and get to my interview by Monday morning. I had expected this. I was surprised to find that I almost felt relieved that I wasn't going. Would I have made a huge mistake?
"Hey Hannah. Looking for an update on your car?" Lucas said when I walked into the office of the mechanic shop. He set down the Car And Driver magazine he was holding on the counter.
"Yeah. Do you know anything about my car?" I asked.
"Let me get my uncle." He said and disappeared through the door behind the counter.
I glanced around the tiny area. It was painted a gloomy shade of grey and held three plastic black chairs against the wall behind me. A counter stood opposite of the chairs, behind it was a door with a window where you could see into the shop.
Nine-Toe-Joe came out about a minute later. "Hey, Hannah. Here about your car?" He asked.
I nodded my head. "Yeah, but I'm not really in a rush anymore."
"That's good." He said. "Because your car won't be done until at least Monday now.
My heart skipped a beat as I thought about it. I could be here through the weekend. Surely, Brian would be there at least once, right?
"Okay. Well, you know where I'm staying." I said. He told me he'd let me know as soon as he got it done. And I left the shop and headed over to the diner. My stomach turning as I walked.
Today could be the day I see Brian.
I thought about my mother, who I knew would have thrown a fit over everything. The shop my car was in, the hotel, the diner. She'd have been pissed to have to go through anything like this. I would have loved to see that. I knew I was going to have to face her at some point. I had to let her know that I wasn't going to make it to my interview. Part of me was terrified but I noticed that part was much, much smaller than before I left.
"Hey, hon!" Beatrice greeted me when I walked inside the diner.
"Hey. How are you?"
"I'm good. How are you? You're here early today." She said.
"I know. I really want to talk to him." I said knowing I sounded just a little crazy but also not caring at the same time.
"I'm not sure if he will be by or not. Or when." She said.
"I know. I figured I'll just sit here until he comes in. So please, lots of coffee." I said.
She laughed. "You got it."
Three hours. Three hours is how long I had to wait until I watched him walk into the little diner. He walked in and greeted his mom with a warm hug. I watched as she said something to him and he looked my direction, our eyes locking. There was a flash of something in his eyes and I couldn't read him. Was he pissed? Was he happy? Was he hurt all over again? Whatever it was, he did a good job not showing it on his face. He said something to his mom and then made his way over to the booth I was sitting in.
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RomanceHannah Adler is on her way to NYC for an important job interview. Well, important to her mother, Lisa Adler, who only cares about the family's image and how it's portrayed by the media. Hannah isn't even sure what she wants from life. She isn't even...