A new fault amist our stars

chapter 13

I know it's a shorter update but i'm in a rush and trying to do to many things right now. Any ways I posted a new totally my own fiction story and its called taking the world in. I was really proud of it but anyways enjoy the story...

The plane starts to take off and I grab Augustus's hand. He looks at me and smirks but I can see the worry on his face. The plane rattles a bit and then starts to accelerate into the unknown. Augustus finally relaxes once we hit turbulence and start to fly. I finally try and let go of his hand but he doesn't budge. "Um Augustus can I have my hand back?" I say and he blushes. "Uh yeah sorry" he says and lets go. Great now my hand is all clammy. I see Augustus looking out of the window and I can't help but smile as he does. "Its pretty amazing isn't it?" I and all he does is nod.

We just sit there as our plane makes a quick flight to Detroit. We get onto this shuttle thing and get onto a bigger plane. This one has TV's on the seats so that's a plus. We sit in the same arrangement as last time but this time Augustus isn't creating an earthquake. He still tenses when the plane starts to accelerate so I take it upon myself and grab his hand.

He holds it tight as we make our way into the sky. Once we start flying he looks at me apologizing with his eyes as he lets go. "Goddammit Augustus your hands are sweaty" I say as I wipe off my palm on my pants. "Yeah" he says laughing, "Sorry". We just sit there for a little bit before we try and find a movie to watch. There are a lot but most we've either seen or just didn't want to watch. Finally I just close my eyes and point on the screen. When I open my eyes I see my finger landed on an owl documentary.

"Well it could be interesting" I say and Augustus laughs. I start the movie and honestly it was kinda cool. There was one section about this blind owl names Zeus and that was really cool. He was an owl that was blind but because he was nocturnal the stars burned themselves into his eyes. So even though he couldn't see anything everyone else could see how extraordinary he was.

The movie ended a little bit after that but Augustus was still looking at the screen. "Hey you okay?" I ask him and he just nods at me. "I want that to happen to me" he says quietly.I don't really know what he's referring to but I just nod my head in agreement. "I want to be able to see everything and after that I want people to see how extraordinary it was just by looking in my eyes" he says but I have to disagree. "You wont be able to see everything" is all I say and he just looks at me.

"Then I guess I'll just have to continue looking at you which is almost the same thing" he says and I just look at him. "You would compare me to being everything?" I ask and he nods. "How could I not" he says and I just sit there looking at him. Its like we're having a staring competition. "Your eyes would look stunning if they showed the cosmos" he says and I blush.

"Then my burden will forever having non-starry green eyes" I say and he laughs. "Alas a terrible fate" he says in a posh british accent. I turn my head the other way to see my mom passed out with her mouth open. Its quite hilarious. I look back towards Augustus and I can see his eyes start to drop. "Hazel Grace can I just lay my head on your shoulder?" he asks as his words start to slow down. "It would be my honor" I say to him. He lays his head down and literally a minute passes and his breath evens out. So much for that "It takes 30-40 minutes to fall asleep" bullshit.

Great now I have a sleeping boy on my right and sleeping guardian on my left. Now what the hell am I supposed to do. I sit there for a while contemplating what I should do when I decide on a movie. Its some rom com but I don't really care there are only a few more hours to kill anyways. The movie drags on and by the end I'm thankful that its over.

It was the worst movie ever. Predictable and cliche. Worst combination ever. There is still about five hours left so I just pull out my phone and start listening to The hectic glow and My Chemical Romance. (AN- *Sniffles*) My eyes kept on dropping but sleep would not overcome me. That was the most annoying thing ever. Its like my brain would not shut up. It was either worrying about if the plane would crash to Augustus to bands to Augustus. God I thought about that boy too much.

I want to so badly let him in but I can't. I promised him and myself I wouldn't hurt him. No matter the cost of the again he did know what he was jumping into didn't he. He knew that I was a ticking time bomb of emotions and chaos yet he still stood his ground. Maybe he really does like me. Maybe hes not trying to bullshit me. There is too many Maybes in that equation for comfort. In all honesty I knew exactly how this would all play out.

We would start out the power couple of the century and end up like the losers on ANTM. Or it could go the opposite way and start off as the annoying always arguing couple and end up a power couple. I don't even know so I decided to stop worrying and to just let this plane fly me Amsterdam while MCR plays on repeat.