My soul is madness in a shell
My mind is a hurricane, can't you tell?
It's been months of isolation
And years of desolation
My thoughts are curled up in the corner
Shunned and begging for a yearner
Open me up and see
The agony and the misery
I'm celebrating over the pain
The endless pattern that'll cease to remain
the memories that I try to reminisce
But your voice was all it would release
This head is a storm
Sometimes I wish I was never born
But maybe I just need someone to see
The pain that is hanging over me
I'm never content, I'm never at ease
I'll never know what happiness means
I'm wrecked inside this mold
Maybe you were never told
But have you ever tried
To reach out and even mind
Everything that I try to say
Goes through the mind, but is never kept at bay
No one saw me, not even you
The one I thought could see through
But maybe I'm just delirious
Because I know you were never serious
You have this tendency to stir things up inside
You have this tendency to shut down and hide
But you never knew me, you never saw
How I wish that heart of yours would thaw
You gave me reasons to smile
But it was just a short while
It was never meant to last
I know, because that's the day I got lost
You destroyed me and you never cared
How you triggered the storm inside my head
Maybe this, too, would never be known
By the heart of yours that was never shown
Can't you even try
To see how you made me fly
It was temporary bliss, I know
But to you, it'll never show
The shadow of your past is hanging by my wall
Some nights it gets me on its toll
But know this, I wish it would cease
The loneliness I would soon miss
I know things would get better soon
This storm would end then I'll sing a tune
A song that could fix the pain
Or maybe erase the memory of your name
This is a note to you, I dedicate
The one that I thought would take
Every single pain away
But right now, it's here to stay
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Trinkets
PoetryIf you want to read without the commitment, this is the perfect book for you. You can open it and read a few excerpts once in a while, or you can read it in one go. The entries here have various themes which may confuse readers as it confused the wr...