Wow..

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by 123swaggy

by 123swaggy

2014, you got me fucked up. You kicked my ass good.

2014 was one of the worse years for me.

I cut for my first time, suicidal thoughts began to worsen and turned into actions. I stopped crying and talking and when I did cry it was like once every two months.

My parents and their bullshit. Low self esteem, breakups, my grandpa's death, drama. Ugh.

2014 fucked me up.

And here's what pisses me off...

I almost met Justin...

I was supposed to be in NYC around this time for Winter Break. Justin is there also.

And last minute, my Mom cancels that shit.

So, I called her to my room and was like, "Mom... Justin's in New York. I could've met him."

She was like, "Oh. Well, it would've of mattered because you wouldn't of gotten close to him because of his bodyguards and the streets would be blocked off..."

Hell no. I have my ways...

Justin has been in NYC and New Jersey (where I live) plenty of times this year and I didn't meet him.

Especially, right now when I was supposed to go.... Pissed as fuck.

Anyway, 2014 was rough.

I'm ready for 2015 to come. It's gonna be hard to forget about that shit, but I'm hoping the new year will change bad things to good.

New Year's Eve is tomorrow.

So, promise me something?

Turn the fuck up for me :)

I love you all and keep it swaggy!

My kik: msswag15