Two Broken Hearts

Chapter twelve

Guys!!! Everyone read please! This is chapter 12!!!! Not eleven! Wattpad is messing with me and put this before the eleventh chapter so.. I don't want this to be confusing! Skip this chapter and go to the next one which should be the 11th one, then come back to this one! Sorry! Love you!

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Matteo stormed in and both Kelsey and me stopped our conversation and looked up at him from the bed.

Matteo seemed angry and frustrated.
"Maria I gave you the time to say goodbye to them yet after many of my warnings for some unknown reason you are not there! What are you playing at, you want to escape? Well it isn't going to work! Just get in the fucking car and wait until we get on the destination an..." I cut him there.

"Yeah! I know how it goes, I wait until you throw me into some place, God knows where and leave me there. Throw me like a stack of potatoes. I get it, I'm a burden to you. I will get away as soon as possible." I bitterly talked. I was mad too!

Matteo was now really angry he raised his voice: "Isn't that what you wanted. This morning you were talking about having a new life, not wanting to be like it is, you want to have a new chance. I am giving you that yet now you want something else! God you're so frustrating! And yes right now you are a burden, I have other things to do Maria! I am a fucking mafia leader sweetheart I don't have time for your teenage dramas!"

I stood up: "Then why the fuck did you even take me away! If I am such a burden and a 'drama freak' why do you not just throw me out! Oh wait" I chuckled unamused "you are going to throw me away, away from everyone and yourself because you hate me so much!"

"What? What?! I hate you?!! I? I hate YOU? You showed up to kill me! You lied to me! You were supposed stay hidden and have a happy life! But shit hit the fan fast didn't it? And I suppose than you didn't even protest against becoming a professional killer? I think deep down you want this life and this... Mess. You are just acting like a brat and you want attention."

My eyes stuck out like I've seen ghost because I would never think he would say something like that.

"You're wrong. And I am not obligated to tell you shit or say to you what I truly want or not. But I am going anyway. YOU FUCKING LEFT ME! WITHOUT A TRUE GOODBYE! I NEVER HAD AN EASY CHILDHOOD I... YOU! YOU WERE THE ONLY GOOD THING! THE THING THAT KEPT ME ON LIFE. AND THEN YOU LEFT! YOU DIDN'T CARE WHERE I WAS OR HOW WAS I, YOU JUST ASSUMED I WAS GOOD! BECAUSE YOU HATE ME SO MUCH! BECAUSE YOU NEVER LOVED ME! BECAUSE YOU WERE JEALOUS OF THE LIFE YOU THOUGHT I HAD! AND I JUST WANTED YOUR APPROVAL ON... EVERYTHING. AND I WANTED YOUR LOVE!"

I was now full on crying and sobbing. Kelsey was standing next to me, hugging me and telling Matteo to go to hell. I didn't want to do anything with him anymore. He just confused me so much. One moment he is all sweet with me, hugging me and coming to take away nightmares for me and the other moment he is rude, egoistic and hateful towards me. I can't really take his bipolar disorder that he clearly has.

He chuckled: "I am not the one with problems Karla. You are. Changing your name, killing people" I stopped him again: "You kill people too saint!"

"Yes, yes I do. But you are scared. And you do not show it. But soon you will. You should be scared of me. You say you wanted my love always? And that I hated you? And the absurd thought that I was jealous of you?" He laughed.

"No, Karla. I was not jealous of the life I supposed thought you have. I was a gang leader always... I always knew other gang leaders. Don't you think I left you there on purpose! I may knew your father was a mafia leader and let you stay with him. Maybe I hoped he will kill you. Because maybe I really did hate you. You were always such a boring child, always wanted to play, to go out. Maybe I got sick of you and let you be." He shrugged casually.