I Will Never Let You Go...💞💞

Hopes.....

The feelings were so mutual between Yash and Suhana that everyone was able to sense it. Yash had already taken the first step. Not that he directly told her about his feelings. It was like, they understood each other's attraction and that very thing pulled them closer. Yash himself was amazed how he was feeling right then for the first time in his life.

Few days had passed, by this time they had become quite close. They would hangout together after office, Yash would often whisper in Suhana's ears when she would be working on her desk. Others rolled their eyes but Yash simply did not care. Suhana felt the power and smirked.

Yash's cheerful mood caught the attention of his dad. When his dad asked him what was the reason behind it, he denied. But his dad assumed it was most probably a girl, he was right.

Yash became so involved in his new relationship with Suhana that he began to forget about coming home early on Tuesdays and Fridays. Even if he remembered he was often late.

NATASHA'S P.O.V.

Yash didn't come early tonight also. I don't know what is going on. This is happening very often. No matter what I do, he just doesn't notice me.

Yes, we do talk about his dad's progress and difficulties but is that all I am to him? Just a consultant? He laughs with me sometimes, even pats on my shoulder but doesn't he realise what I feel for him?

People will take me for mad, but I'm saying this: I have loved him for 17 long years.

We were family friends and at the age of 10 I realised I had a huge crush on him. Our families used to go on picnics and spots together. Me, Yash and his older sister were in the same school. I used to admire Yash so much. He used to be so good at sports and I used to clap for him most. Whenever my mother would praise him, I used to feel proud. I used to see him with girls and become very jealous. Then later realised I would convince myself that Yash was very casual with them so my place is secure.

He is just 2 years older than me and we
even share the same birthday. I always thought this was not a mere coincidence it definitely had a meaning. I remember how much I cried that day when I heard Yash was moving to Chicago. But I didn't let my parents know about my feelings. Also, they were too busy in their work to notice my emotions.

Only my bestfriend Sarah knew about my feelings for Yash.

Yash moved and I became a med student after two years. I used to see his pictures with girls and my heart would sink.

All these years Sarah had told me to forget Yash and look for another guy. I refused to do that saying, Yash had only casual flings with the girls nothing serious.

She even told me to see other men until something serious happens between me and Yash. But may be, I can't just think about anyone else in that place other than Yash.

A/N: 17 years of one sided love and friendzoned :(