I Will Never Let You Go...💞💞

Attemps to make a difference

NATASHA'S P.O.V

Sarah is coming to stay at my home tonight. Tomorrow is Sunday and we have some plans as well. Sarah has recently broken up with her boyfriend so, now she has plenty of time for her bestfriend.

We were lying on my bed. She noticed that I am not talking much.

"What happened again?", She asked.

"Nothing.", I answered without looking at her.

"Don't tell me, Yash did something and you are upset because of that."

"He did nothing. In fact, he never does. You know what Sarah, I spend my whole week in anticipation of those two particular days when I get to see him and talk to him."

I know I sounded little disappointed.

"I know that, and I feel that idiot isn't worth it. Why don't you tell him directly that you love him?"

Sarah said the same thing which she had told me for millions of times before.

"I have thought about that. He lived 7 years away from home. In this past 1 year, I am trying to figure out how am I gonna approach him. I just need one sign that he has something in his heart for me. But now, I feel it just doesn't work. "

I don't know how tears rolled over my cheeks. I'm crying over a person, who doesn't even know or doesn't wanna know my feelings. Sarah wrapped me in a hug to make me feel better.

"Listen, don't cry. He has known you from childhood as a friend. How come he would know how you feel? You have to make him notice."

This was Sarah's way of consoling me, but it didn't help. Nothing makes me feel better.

" But I do dress up better on those days.", I replied.

"No girl, not just dress up. You can talk with him about other cool topics besides his father's illness. You should smile a little more and be cheerful around him. And whatever he says, try to act surprised because your surprised face makes you look more cute."

Sarah's plans were great. I could not but admire her sweet little plans to make my life better.

"Awwwee, I am so grateful you are here for me."

"Don't act so dramatic.", Sarah made a face.

And we laughed about other things. Sarah's advices were good but I was definitely gonna modify them. I would not be unnecessarily smiling and making surprised face and end up looking like an idiot. I had to find something on my own.

Next day, we went for shopping. I bought some cool dresses and some exotic high heels.

I have already thought what I will do. I will try not to become boring. I will talk more interestingly and I'd leave my hair open more often. Whenever he would be unable to come home on Tuesdays and Fridays, I can leave him a note about his dad's health issues and may be something more?

Another thing about me is, I love singing. Not a talent, just a hobby. So I am thinking about joining a guitar class. I need to buy a guitar first. I need to post some cool pics in these outfits on my instagram. I can also post a picture of my guitar. He follows me on IG. So, he would definitely notice them. Basically, I am on a full mission to become more cool and witty. I really hope I am doing the right thing.