It's been 15 days since my accident. Yeah, I better call it accident for everyone's sake. I've been lying down all day. It is making my mind more stressful.
When Mom and dad are off to work, I keep thinking about those things again and again.
Various thoughts roam inside my mind. Specially some weird ones. What would have happened if I was not so obedient child of my parents? I could've been a reckless girl. Who does a lot of parties, alcohol, even drugs. I chuckle on my own thoughts. What am I even thinking?
What would've happened if our situations were swapped. Like, Yash loving me for 17 years, unable to tell me and I am not loving him back.
Oh God!! I'm really getting crazy. I can't believe that I have to stay like this for at least 9/10 more weeks.
Now I understand, counseling the patients are easy than realising the situations that they go through.
But at the same time I thought, how many of my patients face accidents caused by the partners of their loved ones, like me!! I really need some distractions otherwise I'm definitely turning into a mad person.
I turn on TV but there are movies and series going on about heartbreaks and stuff. I check on social media and find quotes like this...
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Wow, this is so great. How all situations are in my favour!!😡😡
So, I turn everything off and plugg in my headphones to listen to some good songs🎶. Then I see Sarah cryingly entering into my room. Well, now I call that a distraction.
Sarah throws her purse and jumps to hug me. I am in sitting position and her hug does cause me pain. But I don't let my groan out. Because, she is the one who was suffering now and I need to know why?🤔
"Hey, why are you crying? What's wrong?"
Sarah sobbing, "He lied to me. He lied to me about his profession."
"What do you mean? Isn't he a investment banker?"😲
"I also thought so. But later I realised that he exaggerated it all. He has no job at all."
I basically don't know what to say to her, that's really a bad situation, I still try, "May be he is having a tough time. You never know, we shouldn't come to conclusions so quickly, should we?"
"Nat , I have no problem with him having no job, he may have been going through a tough situation, I would have given him time. But he didn't tell me the truth once."
"May be he was afraid to lose you."
"Whatever Nat, I'm not gonna rely on that.He has lost my respect for him. God knows what other lies he has told me."
"You should give him a chance. You've been together for months!"
"I don't know, I will think about it later. And from my experience I'm gonna give you a tip."
I raise my eyebrows, "What tip?"
"When you date Abir, take things very slow. Try to know all possible things about him. Just because things didn't work out between Yash and you, doesn't mean you fall for sugar coated talks."
I act shocked, "Where is that coming from? And why is everyone telling me about this?"
Sarah raises her eyebrow, -"Everyone? Who told you?"
I lower my eyes and sigh, "Mom also told me the other day."
"But you told me at the hospital that your mom thought you and Yash were.."
"I told her the truth. There is no point in hiding now."
Sarah sits beside me and touches my hair , "You did right. And aunty and I are telling about Abir because we've seen him past few days. Even a blind person will realise that he has feelings for you. You also know this but you don't want to acknowledge it. "
"Fine, I know he has started to develop feelings for me. And I am not stopping it. But also, I am not forcing myself into it. If it is meant to be happened, it will come naturally."
" Yes, that's exactly what I am telling you. " Sarah hugs me.
This time I really groan in pain, "Oh Sarah, you are hurting me."
Sarah chuckles, "You have to tolerate it. It's my heartbreak day."
I smile and hug her back with my right arm.😊
A/N: Cheers to all the best friends around the world. I am also lucky to have such a bff whose name is also happens to start we 'S'. Love y'all 💗💗
