♥ chaos

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These shattered pieces, too much to hold,
These sharp stings of pain and tears,
Have become my daily life.
If I could only find a way,
To console that broken heart,
Which I so recklessly threw to fire,
All would be back to normal.
If only these caged words in my soul,
Would come out of its daze,
But I still fear its venom,
And would poison that heart again.
I wish I knew a way,
Out of this darkness,
This distress,
And this madness,
That eats me away every day.
There's light all around me,
But I'm afraid to travel back to it,
I'm better in this dark chaos of my soul,
That eats me away from inside,
Making me a hollow shell,
Lapping me up in bits and pieces.
Until there remains none,
And yet there's this pain in the bones,
This raw, deep and sharp sting,
That oozes nothing but more darkness,
Makes me wanna die everyday,
Cause I was never worth the living.

©Saramitra

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