Chapter 13: out of the closet.

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"Well if Pacifica isn't your type, what is?" He looked at me like a deer in a headlight.

"Well, they can't have a crush on my sister. Um, they have to be nice, kind. Um, they have to be loving. They have to be comforting and accepting and not to make fun of my birthmark. If they could make me laugh and stop me from being a workaholic. They have to actually love me and not date me out of pity. Um, there's one more thing but, I don't know if I should say it."

"It's okay Pine Tree, you don't need to tell me. But if you do, I won't make fun of you for it." He smiled at me.

"Thanks. Um, don't tell anyone about this because Mabel is the only other person that didn't make fun of me and she didn't stop being friends with me. So they would have to be," he paused. "A guy." he said quietly. It took me a second to realize what he said and when I was able to process it I was internally screaming. He's gay! Yes! That means I have a chance.

"So? You're still the same Pine Tree."

"You're, you're not going to make fun of me or stop being friends with me?"

"Why would I do that?" he looked away.

"Because I'm gay, I'm a fag. (I am so sorry for my language.) I'm not normal." I grabbed his shoulders and made him face me.

"You are not a fag. And Screw normal! Who wants to be like everyone else? That would suck cause then you wouldn't be as awesome as you are."

"Thanks. You're a great friend." I smiled but I got friend-zoned yay! Can you note the sarcasm I have, internal voice?

"You're a good friend too," I say back. He smiles and hugs me. I hug him back. I am determined to get out of the friend zone.

Dipper's POV

I did it. I told Bill I'm gay. Holy crap. He didn't make fun of me, he didn't call me a fag. (again I am so sorry for my language) He said that I was awesome, then he put me in the freaking friend zone. I mean I did put him in the friend zone first but that's beside the point! I don't have a chance with this stupid blond.

Time Skip to the end of the week.

It's been a few days since I told Bill, and as far as I know, he hasn't told anyone. And he didn't look at me differently either. Though I did find myself more and more flustered around him. He just laughs it off. Besides me getting flustered so much I look like a tomato 24/7, it was great staying with Bill and Pyronica. Pacifica and I were on great terms too. I was happy, or I was supposed to be. In the back of my head, I felt guilty that I was having a great time while Mabel was six feet under. Not even six feet under.

Whenever Bill asked me what was wrong, I just brushed him off saying that I was just thinking or it was nothing. One time he asked me what I was thinking about and I quickly said how amazing it was in the mansion and how he was able to start this. He thanked me and didn't push on. I wish Mabel was here so I could talk to her. She was the one whom I trusted with my life, she's the one that was with me since the very beginning. I miss my sister so freaking much. I think that there isn't really a reason I'm here without Mabel. Every time I see something or hear something cool, or when I do something right, I keep catching myself about to look where Mabel was, how she reacts to it, or wanting to know what snarky comment she has for my dorkiness. I need my twin, I miss her so much. She should be the one alive. I shouldn't have lived.

"Pine Tree, Pine Tree! Did you hear what I said?" Bill snapped in my face. Shist.

"Um, yes?" He gave me a look. You know that look your parents give you when they know you're lying? Yeah, that look. "No, what were we talking about again?" Bill shook his head.

"You asked me if I snapped with my middle finger, I said yes."

"Why am I the only one who snaps with their index finger?"

"How the heck do you snap with your index finger?"

"Like this." I snap. Mabel tried to teach me how to snap "correctly" but it backfired. I've been wearing Bill's sweater a lot even though it's the summer. I take my arms out of the sleeves.

"You comfy Pine Tree?" He ask I nod my head. Bill smiles and ties the sleeves.

"What is wrong with you Cipher?" I ask taking off the sweater to untie the sleeves.

"To answer everything is wrong with me, except for my dashing looks. And you've been wearing this sweater since I gave it to you and it hasn't been washed for satan knows how long. We're gonna wash it alright?"

"Fine, but I get another one of your sweaters or hoodies." I grumble. Bill smirked.

"If I didn't know better, I would say that you have a crush on me." I roll my eyes and look away. I went to his closet and pulled out a blue brick hoodie and slipped it on.

"What do you think?"

Bill's POV.

"What do you think?" I don't respond right away. That was Will's Favorite hoodie. He gave it to me when my hoodie's zipper broke. "You good Dorito?"

"Oh, yeah. Sorry. You look great as always, that hoodie was just a gift from Will." There was a shocked expression on Pine Tree's face.

"Oh my god, I'm sorry Bill I can have a different one or not have one at-" I covered his mouth.

"No, it's good Pine Tree, plus you look great, like you always do."

"Are you sure?"

"Definitely. Now let's go."  

I'm sorry I suck. I just realized how freaking late this chapter is. yeah I really have been procrastinating with this story. But I do have something to say,

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