To say I hate the feeling of Tristan's lips on mine was an understatement but I would have to know that feeling again today it was an hour before rehearsals and I was currently hanging out with my boyfriend in town square he was reading a boo...

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     To say I hate the feeling of Tristan's lips on mine was an understatement but I would have to know that feeling again today it was an hour before rehearsals and I was currently hanging out with my boyfriend in town square he was reading a book and I was reading Over lyrics Lane had written which were pretty bad I winced at her use of dude for the fifth time "that bad" Jess asks and I nod "the girls a good drummer a lyrical genius not so much" I joke

he laugh like this and takes the paper from my hands and he winces after getting a few lines in "I see what you mean the use of dudes is reoccurring" he joked and I laugh at this as I closed the notebook "all these dudes are making me parched drinks at Luke's" I ask he nods and we both get up interlocking hands
"Anything for my little lyrical genius" Jess teased I gagged at this and shoved his arm
"I am anything but little" I fire back he lets out a chuckle as we walked towards Luke's smiling

As I sat on the counter while Jess worked we started chatting about the newest Cher song I loved it Jess not so much my annoy ex-boyfriend walked through the door and smirked walking over to Jess who was taking over for Luke for a bit "one coffee hey Little Lena" he turned his attention over to me and I scoff at this turning away from him and to my boyfriend then I leaned down to capture his lips on mine for a few seconds before pulling away and checking if my lipstick was smudged
"You must be Tristan," Jess says just as Luke shuns me off the counter

and takes over for Jess who grabs my hand and puts his arm around my waist "I'm Jess" he mutters as we walk towards the door "see you at practice or not" I spat at him as we walked out the door "We're such a power couple" I point out and Jess nods "Selena and Jess the new Bonnie and Clyde" he joked and I snicker at this "I like that my names first" I giggle as we walked into the studio everyone was already here to practice

We were finally rehearsing and Paris was yelling like theirs no tomorrow Tristan kept stopping the kiss just to fuck with me and Jess who was watching for moral support "okay let's take 5!" Paris yells and I swing my legs over the table happily walking over to my boyfriend who was waiting for me with a cup of tea "how's my little actress" he joked and I push his arm playfully he laughs and pulls me into his chest by my waist

"you don't have to stay and watch if you don't want too" I point out and he looks at me confused "you trying to get rid of me Perez" he questions and I look at him with a glare which he laughs at "it would make Tristan work faster so maybe" I suggest he sighs at this leaning down and capturing my lips in his for a few seconds "meet up later for ice cream" he asks I nod at him as he turned to the door to go

After practice was over I was on my way to see Jess when Rory told me she needed to talk to me ASAP "Ror what's up" I ask as I sat down at my usual table at Luke's she looked down at the floor and I reached for her hand over the table she looked up at me and sighed "I kissed Logan" she answers truthfully this is exactly what I didn't want to happen Logan was my friend, not Rory's and I guess she assumed he was into her I just got up and left the diner to find my idiots

when I did find them they were outside my house waiting for me "Hey Ace-" I slap him across the face and walk past them towards my house Collin and Finn chase after me in shock of what had just happened they filed into the house confused as I walk into my kitchen opened my fridge and pulled out a beer "I assume Rory told you" Logan points out and I turn to him crossing my arms I quickly open the bottle with my teeth and take a sip
"I thought it would've been Finn or Collin but you were the one to betray me" I state taking another sip Collin and Finn had taken a seat at this point "Ace listen-" I cut him off

"No you listen!" I'm now in his face and fuming it felt like the walls here closing in and I was gonna faint at any seconds I just know it I stumbled and Logan caught me in his arms and as much as I wanted to push him away I didn't have the strength to I had a condition if I get to angry I faint or have panic attacks I also lose some feeling in my joints which makes it harder to move the guys had seen this before "Shit Collin her her meds Finn!-" he gets cuts off "got it" Finn says as he heads out of the door Collin running up the stairs to find my meds "I've gotcha Ace" he reassured as he picked me up bridal style and brought me up the stairs to my room he laid me down just as Collin handed him my meds

I took them and felt myself calm down slowly at this point Logan had dumb and dumber go get a movie and takeout while he watched over me "you know I pushed her away right Lena" he explained and I looked over at him confused I had never heard of a guy pushing Rory away she was a beautiful girl it was no surprise but why he pushed her away I had no idea I pat the spot next to me on my bed and he got in to spoon me it was something we did a lot so I knew it wouldn't be a problem

"What did you-" he shushed me and pulled my closer to his body "I want you, Lena," he says softly and I didn't have time to react I was too busy drifting off into a peaceful sleep with him

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