A State Of Euphoria (J.M)

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      Frat parties my favorite type of parties and lucky for us Sereniti was the Frats sweetheart so we got exclusively invited to the events "what are you wearing tonight" I Rory asks walking into the room holding up two outfits on hangers "you know a sparkly two piece that makes my curves look godly" I joked she glared at me taking a seat and showing me the two options once again "second one dress is more short which means you'll finally get to show off those adorable legs" I teased she flipped me off quickly before leaving to room to get dressed that when I started my makeup and Scarlet decided to make an appearance "Hey roomie who I love tremendously" she cheers sitting on my vanity I sighed turning to her "what do you want" I asked crossing my arms and she flashed me a smile "can I borrow a little something from your closet for tonight" she asks placing her hands together like she's praying I sighed "sure but nothing too expensive" I give in she smiled and headed straight for my walk in closet "Leave my Gucci combat boots alone!" I yelled and I heard her yell a quick okay back before I went back to doing my makeup for this party tonight

Walking into the party I was grinning from ear to ear this was such a good set up already music was blasting people were dancing and making out just my kind of party I'm young and mostly single "let's get drinks" Scarlett says grabbing my arm and dragging me to the kitchen which I didn't protest too the makeshift bar had a pretty good line up alcohol wise I made myself a quick cherry vodka twist and drink I made up myself and noticed Ethan enter the kitchen I show him a quick smile he walked over and I gave him a side hug "I didn't expect to see you here tonight" he admits I nod and take a sip from my drink "good surprise or a bad surprise?" I ask he laughs at this grabbing my drink from my hand and taking a sip "good surprise" he answers Handing the drink back to me I smirked at this not that many guys could hold down even a sip of my made-up drink maybe because I wasn't a lightweight and I put way more vodka than a person should the drink was 100.0 percent cherry vodka 0.5 percent whatever else I use for it "Let's do shots" I suggest and he nods we walked back over to the bar where people cleared a path for us girls were looking at me in jealousy the guys were looking at Ethan with jealousy "we've attracted quite the crown haven't we" I joked he nodded as he poured our shots "all eyes on us I guess" he joked back and I smirked at this

It was way later in the night Ethan and I were on the dance floor having the time of our lives throughout the night we had won 2 drinking contests 5 rounds of beer pong and had done shots off of each other's bodies too many times to count "you having fun" Ethan asks as we continued to dance along to a song I didn't know the name of "yeah why wouldn't I be" I ask as I continued to move my body to the music "you seemed a little distracted last night" he explained and I nod at this "I did have to carry your guises band" I teased and he glares at this pulling me closer as a new song comes on I smirk at this newfound confidence "my rooms upstairs and to be honest my feet hurt like hell wanna go watch a movie?" He asks I nod I knew when Ethan meant to watch a movie he actually meant watching a movie so we went upstairs laughing

It was about to be 2 am when I got back to the dorm Paris was still at the frat with Rory Scarlett and Sereniti I turned the knob of my dorm room to see it was already unlocked which made no sense because we had locked up before we left I pulled out my taser from my purse as I opened the door to see Jess sitting on our couch reading a book I let out a sigh which caught his attention as I placed down my taser "you've got to be kidding me" I say annoyed I quickly pull the book out of his hands and throw it on the ground "that's a rude way to greet a guest" he joked but I was not having it I crossed my arms angrily glaring down at him "why are you here Jess" I ask and he sighs getting up from his seat "I'm here for you Lena" he admits and my eyes widened when I realize what he means I shake my head as tears start to blur my vision "no you don't just get to come here not after all the bullshit you put me through!" I spat turning to go into my room he followed me and I groaned he was persistent I'll give him that "Lena look I know I fucked up trust me I know but can you just-" he cuts himself off walking up to me and stopping my impending panic attack by pressing his lips on mine the lips I hadn't kissed in almost a year the lips that spoke the words that shattered my heart I quickly realized what was happening and I pushed him away and shook my head the tears went down my face and shoved him again "run away with me" Jess mutters and my eyes widened he did not just ask me to run away with him "Jess-" he cuts me off grasping my hands and looking me in my tears filled eyes "we could be happy you could be a party planner and I could be a author think about it Selena our own little adventure" he tries to convince me and as appealing it sounds it doesn't take back what he did I couldn't just run into his arm I have my whole life ahead of me "Jess you're not thinking straight it's late just stay here and get some sleep we'll talk in the morning-" he cuts me off shaking his head angrily "it's now or never Selena if I walk out that door it's over for good please just come with me" he pleads taking my face in his hands and I shake my head he quickly pulls away and walks to the door I follow him out of my room "Jess!-" the door shuts loudly and I want to swing it open and say I'll go with him but I know it's not actually what I want if we were meant to be we'd meet again is what I told myself as I lent against the door with my head in my hands