A State Of Euphoria (J.M)

12

The weeks passed and Logan and I were getting more and more serious now here I was in the middle of weekly Friday night dinners with my boyfriend and Rory was all alone with her mother in these weeks we hadn't spoken once and I was totally fine with that because she was a bitch she backstabbed me and she wasn't going to get away with it I got her in trouble in school made sure she was late to every class I slashed her car tires so she'd have to take the bus

I had Logan's car drive me to school I started hanging out with Madeline and Louise exclusively and we spent our days and nights ruining her reputation at chilton it's not like she didn't deserve it no one Fucks with Selena Perez and gets away with it especially not Rory Gilmore so here I was sitting here watching Rory stab her salad "careful Rory we would want you losing any more weight and looking like a twig would we" I insult and my mom looks taken back by what I just said I didn't care I continued to eat with a smirk

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I was with Alone for once in my home when Camille and my mom decided to host an intervention "okay what's been up with you girl" Camille asks as she pulls out a chair for me I sighed I knew I'd have to tell them at someone point "Rory stole Jess from Me" I state as I sat down angrily my mom looks confused by this and so does Camille "you let white girl steal your man!" She shoots at me and I nod crossing my arms angrily

"She played dirty so I'm playing dirty!" I answer my mom shakes her head at this hug Camille claps my mom shoots her a glare "Selena this isn't right you and Rory have been friends since the day you guys were born" my mom argues and I scoff at this and roll my eyes "mom she throws the first punch and I will not be made a fool of so what we used to be friends that all fell out the window when she betrayed me!" I argued back she I realized just how mad I truly was "I understand you're mad and I'm not gonna force you to be friends with her but think about it Mija" she tries and I nod at this

before I looked at the ground "and what's up with you and Logan," Camille asks and I shrug sitting back down "we're together and it's great but then my mind wonders" I paused taking in a sigh I can't believe after all these weeks I was still thinking about Jess I mean how could I not everywhere I turned he was making out with my so-called best friend "everyone's mind wonders at some point honey you just need to figure out what you want" Camille reassures placing a hand over mine I smile at her Softly

I walked out of my house to see my Boyfriend leaned up again this car arms crossed "is that my favorite troublemaker" he joked and I laughed at this walking over and pressing a kiss to his lips "so theirs this party tonight" I suggest and he smirks at me "will they be their" he asks I shake my head yeah "so let's have some fun" I say mischievously he nods along with my plan

Logan
   
     Everyone knew of me and Lena at this point but her town was still confused on why she knew guys from Yale and why she was so close with collage guys now she was dating one of those guys we walked into the party and I saw everyone's stares the girls batting their eyes at me the guys glaring at me and the best part of it was I saw Rory glaring I felt bad but she was with Jess and I was with Selena we were happy at least I thought we were "I'm gonna grab us drinks" Lena says as she disappeared into the kitchen swaying her hips to the music that played

"so how are you" I looked over to see Lane Lenas friend she was caught in her and Rory's crossfire and I kinda felt bad for the girl "I'm happy If Lena's happy" I answer she shakes her head at this "you know Lena more than anyone in this entire world does you know damn well she's not happy" Lane says boldly and I look at her confused "just like how I know even though you love Lena you wish you were here with Rory and with the way Lena looks at Jess she wishes she was here with him too" she rambles and I nod along until I realized she was right I was in love with Rory Gilmore I just didn't know how i didn't see it before and I knew this would hurt me and Lena's friendship like never before

A fight broke out and instead of looking for Selena I was looking for Rory who was in the midst of crying "Rory come with me!" I yelled she looked over and me and hesitantly followed

Lena

     Of course, a fight would break out this was just the entertainment I need so as I ran out of the house to see the kids fighting were Jess and dean I scoffed of course they were fighting
"Get the fuck off each other!" I yelled and the boys turned to me and backed off "Dean walk it off Jess come with me!" I say through gritted teeth the boy spits on the grass and walks over to me hesitantly but I grab him by the ear "Party's over how home lowlifes!" I yell and everyone begins to scatter onto the streets

I took Jess back home with me and was cleaning out his cuts "damn dean got you good" I laughed as I pressed the alcohol covered cloth to his cheek he winced and grabbed my hand swiftly we made eye contact and I didn't hesitate to lean in I connected our lips and he reacted immediately picking me up and pushing me over in the bed so he could kiss all over my neck he lifted his shirt over his head

We were about to go farther but "Selena I-" we turned to Camille with horror written on both of our faces "no sir get off of each other!" She yelled wagging her finger and Jess immediately got off and put his shirt on "damn kids making out that better be all you were doing!" She scolds but she shoots me and wink that says otherwise moment ruined