~flashback~
It was another day in stars hallow and my boyfriend was currently busy I was thinking about college a lot what if we would've last as long as I hoped we would I mean everything was so perfect right now I hoped nothing would break up apart Jess is my first love and he's the love I want to be my last then it hit me I ran over to my piano and started play chords I had no lyrics for yet and decided to just go all in and freestyle the lyrics
It was later in the week and I had finished the song now Jess had no idea he knows about the melody just not the lyrics "okay okay what are you so excited to show me" he asks and I dragged him into my room and shut the door he wiggles his eyebrows "you know if you wanted to we could've-" I cut him and his dirty thoughts off with a shush "sit" I command and he sits next to me on my piano stool "I don't know if we're gonna last when I go to college Jess but I do know one thing if we do I'll never love again" I explain and I start to play
"Wish I could"
"I could've said goodbye"
"I would've said what I wanted too"
"Maybe even cried for you"
"If I knew"
"It would be the last time"
"I would've broken my heart in two tried to save a part of you"
"Don't wanna feel another touch"
"Don't wanna start another fire"
"Don't wanna know another kiss"
"No other names falling off my lips"
"Don't wanna give my heart away"
"To another stranger Or let another ya begin"
"Won't even let the sunlight in"
"No, I'll never love again"
I glanced over at him and I noticed the tears in his eyes he pulled me into his chest and kissed me "if this doesn't work out that's it for me Lena I don't wanna love someone that isn't you" he admits and I nod finally letting the tears fall down my face "and I you" I answer
~flashback over~
I woke up with the old pages scrambled across my lap and my phone ringing I sighed grabbing the device answering and pressing it to my ear
"This is Selena-" I get cut off by frantic yelling
"Lena it's Collin Logan's been in an accident and he's in critical condition get here ASAP!" Collin says and I can tell he's panicking I rushed to get out of my bed and get dressed as he gave me the details of what had happened and where to go and I got into my car and sped their running down the alcohol-drenched hallways I hated hospitals I turned the corner and saw Collin and Finn in the room talking to someone I walked into and saw Logan he looks horrible and I started to tear up he was awake so that was good but I don't know what I would do if I lost him "Ace don't cry" Logan tried to reach for my hand but groans clutching his side so I walk to him and hug him tightly as I begin to break down just imagining losing Logan made me so manic I forgot how to breathe for a second as he held me in his arms I pulled away remembering what he did to land himself in here I quickly slapped his arm and he winced
"You could've died!" I yelled and he looked taken back at my anger "do you realize that you could've died before I asked you to be my maid of honor before I could ask you to be my future child's godfather before I could ask you to walk me down the aisle because I have no father to do it!" I ranted and the tears filled my eyes even more "I didn't know you wanted me to be all those things for you in the future" he says pulling me closer and I cling to the guy's chest
"Well you are all of you guys are your all I have my love life's shit and I only feel safe when I'm with you idiots" I explained At this point Collin and Finn were in tears and ran to give me a group hug and we all cried for a few minutes
Before "by the way Selena I had no vision of you getting married in the future" Collin admits and I slap his arm he winced and laughed "I might meet someone you never know" I point out and they start laughing she glares at them and crosses her arms angrily"Why isn't Rory here Logan," I asked me and him were alone now the two idiots went to get food and I was laying in Logan's hospital bed cuddling with him in a friendly way of course
"We broke up I noticed how she was manipulating me and I called us off she was pretty mad" he explains I nod and nuzzle my head into his chest "I'm sorry about how I was acting the other day Ace" he apologized I shake my head and look up at him "you're forgiven I couldn't stay mad at you even if I tried Huntzberger" I joke he laughs and the holds his stomach in pain "no more vacations in Mexico without me okay" I tell him he nods in agreement just as someone walked into the room It was Rory she immediately crossed her arms and glares at us "Of course" she spat and I rolled my eyes "it's not like that and you know it" I fire back she flips me off and I quickly get out of the hospital bed ready to whoop this bitches ass just as Collin and Finn come in and hold me back as I start curing in Spanish I can't remember what I said all I know it their was a lot of curse words said before she finally gave up and left "good riddance" I yell as I calmed down this girl really was toxic I see that now
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A State Of Euphoria (J.M)
FanficRory has another best friend who grew up in stars hollow as well her mother Lorelai who is long time best friends with Selena's mother Katerina Perez and her lovely wife Camille Perez Selena was always a rebellious kid she spent her days with Rory a...