A State Of Euphoria (J.M)

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        "No!" I whined hugging my pillow as Scotty and Ethan pulled me off my bed by my legs I clung for dear life but was ineffective as I fell on to the ground with a thud "I hate you both" I whine this was the one night I'd stayed in my dorm I had to go back to Logan's soon so I could make sure he took his meds lord knows Collin and Finn won't remember to shove them down Logan's throat "get coffee with us before you have to go back to babysitting" Scotty teased I flipped him off as they helped me off the ground "it's not Babysitting unless it Collin and Finn!" I point out he laughed at this "fine give me 20 I'll work my Lena magic and we can get coffee" I tell them and they leave the room so I can get ready I rushed to throw on a cute outfit and once I had one on and was about to walk out the door I received a call from Dean I picked up reluctantly and he was breathing heavily "Dean what-" he cuts me off "I fucked up Selena I really fucked up!" He panicked and I sighed pulling the phone closer to my ear "okay Dean slow down" I say as I walkout

Once he had told me what happened I rushed to Logan's to tell him what had happened I unlocked the apartment to see Rory in the kitchen while Logan sat at the Table "ah playing house while I was gone" I remark they turned their heads towards me and I glared at Logan "how could you!" I yelled crossing my arms and he scoffs getting up and walking over
"We made up Ace couples take breaks all the time" he explained and I scoff at this turning my anger towards Rory "get the fuck out of here Bitch!" I yelled and she turned to me crossing her arms "are you sure you're not the bitch when you're so obviously jealous!" She remarks and I laugh in her face about this
"Why would I ever be jealous of you Rory Gilmore you have no style you're writing sucks you're only redeeming quality is your mother!" I yell in her face and she gasps at my words "you're just jealous because yet again Logan picked me he picked me that night at the party and at the restaurant and he'll continue picking me because the face I'm better than you Bitch!" She spat in my face just as Collin and Finn Entered the apartment and I was already swinging by the I knocked her dead in her jaw and she was on the floor in seconds I jumped up on her and got a few hits in before the guys realized what was happening they'd only seen me this mad once and it didn't end pretty for the other girl "Let me hit her!" I yelled as they dragged me away she laughed getting up but her nose was fucked up so now I laughed "enjoy the few hits you did get you trashy bitch!" She yells and I scoff at this she went too far this time "I'm trashy I'm not the one who cheated on my boyfriend with someone who was married!" Everyone was silent now and she was looking at me with hatred in her eyes her fault for starting with me "Who told you!" She yells and I scoff at this "Dean told me everything how you Manipulated him and after it was over you said it was just to get back at Logan!" I basically bragged she had been found out she glanced at Logan trying to to get a word out but he cuts in "get the fuck out of my apartment it's over Rory!" He yells and she turns to him almost crying "Logan-" I broke free now and suck punched her again but was quickly pulled away once again "he said leave trashy bitch!" I yell and she stormed out leaving us alone I walk over to Logan and hugged him tightly he accepted and I sigh

It was later in the day and we were at the bar for guys night or as Finn and Ethan called it Selena babysits all night with the help of Ethan and Scotty "so have you read the book yet?" Ethan ask and I shake my head trying to avoid this conversation "what book-" Scotty cuts Collin off before I can shush him "the book Jess wrote about Selena" he says and I flip him off suddenly Finn and Collin are interested I knew I should've have told Scotty everything
"Why let's find the nearest book store and read it then!" Logan cheered and I shake my head they all turned to me "I don't wanna read it guys why would I read multiple chapters of Jess talking about how I ruined the relationship" I admit and Ethan shakes his head "Lena I read a bit of it it's nothing like that-" I cut him off raising my drink "here's to no relationship problems tonight except for you Scotty you're in a committed marriage already" Scotty nods at this and we all cheers I down my drink Not wanting to think for once
"Let's dance!" I yell and I grab Ethan's arm and pull him on to the dance floor where Lil Wayne's Mr. Office is placing I dancing around while Ethan stayed at my side to make sure no creeps were bothering me but also dancing with me along to the song "Lena read the book" Ethan whispers into my ear and I shake my head no trying to walk away from him but he grabs my arm and spins me around and makes me face him "Ethan I can't-" he cuts me off taking my face in his hands and pulling me close "if you're scared we'll read it together but I promise you, Lena, if you did read it you'll regret it" he explained as if he knew something I didn't I sighed finally agreeing to read it