I love you, I lied [COMPLETED]

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AFTER 6 YEARS...

Lauren's POV

Everything's been so messed up here lately
Pretty sure he don't wanna be my baby
Oh, he don't love me, he don't love me
He don't love me, he don't love me
But that's okay
'Cause I love me, yeah, I love me
Yeah, I love me
Yeah, I love myself anyway

Taas noo akong nagumpisang maglakad sa runaway. I flipped my long blonde hair.

Everything's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be okay
It's gonna be a good, good, life
That's what my therapist say
Everything's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be just fine
It's gonna be a good, good life

I'm a mess, I'm a loser
I'm a hater, I'm a user
I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new
I'm obsessed, I'm embarrassed
I don't trust no one around us
I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new

Tumigil ako sa end ng runaway to pose. I'm wearing a red bikini from Dior. Naghiyawan naman ang manonood at they cheered my name.

Nobody shows up unless I'm paying
Have a drink on me cheers to the failing
Oh, he don't love me, he don't love me
He don't love me, he don't love me
But that's okay
'Cause I love me, yeah, I love me
Yeah, I love me
Yeah, I love myself anyway

Tumalikod nako at nagumpisang maglakad pabalik sa backstage. Dumeretso ako sa vanity table ko.

"Nako ang galing mo talaga Lauren!"

"Kabog ang runaway nung ikaw lumabas."

"Panigurado sold out yang bikini na nirampa mo"

"Congrats Amara, panalo nanaman ang Dior."

Nagpasalamat naman ako sakanila. Pumasok nako sa dressing room at nagpalit ng damit. Sakto pagkalabas sinalubong ako ni Trevor kasama ang mga anak ko. Yes, I have a twin daughter.

I named them Amari Zeilyn Vazquez and Amarithine Leigh Vazquez. They're 5 years old now. It is true. I was already pregnant when I ranaway from our wedding. Colt doesn't have a I was pregnant. I hid my pregnancy.

Five years ago, when Trevor and I found out that I was pregnant, we left the country to hide form the paparazzi, and especially Colt. I know he will search for me.

After three years, I started to go back to my job. I hired my own body guard to make sure Colt and any of his men won't get close to me.

Trevor became my therapist. I stopped doing my bad habits, well, sometimes.

"Mommy you're so beautiful kanina!" -Zeilyn

"Opo mommy, you're so maganda talaga. " -Leigh

"Thank u babies." Nakangiti kong sabi.

"For you..." Inabot sakin ni Trevor yung bouquet of red roses. Kinuha ko naman ito. Lumapit siya sakin at hinalikan ako sa pisngi.

"Mommy are we going home na po? "- Leigh.

"Yes. Magdidinner na tayo." Sabi ko.