I love you, I lied [COMPLETED]

24

Lauren's POV

"I miss you all bitches!"

We raised our shot glass then drink it all up. I'm with Brad, Gabbi at Kyla.

"So, where's your kid?" Tanong ni Brad kay Gabbi.

"I left her with her yaya. " Lasing na sabi ni Gabbi.

Kinuha ko yung slice ng lemon at kinagat. We're sitting in our vip spot. As usual, we're in the bar. I miss this. I miss my old life.

"Buti pumayag si Trevor na mag bar ka? Siya ba nagbabantay sa kambal?" Sabi ni Brad.

Kinuha ko yung lemon.

"No. They're with their dad. Colt knows everything." I said.

Bakas naman sa mukha nila ang pagkagulat.

"Are you fucking serious Amara? Why the hell did you gave your kids?"- Kyla

"Oo nga. Don't tell me you already forget what he did to you?!" -Gabbi

"Tangina Lauren bawiin mo yung kambal"- Brad

Natawa naman ako. Mabili akong sumipsip sa lemon bago magsalita uli.

"He wants the kid, fine. I want my life back.  Besides, the kids are totally fine." I said.

Tumayo nako.

"I'm just gonna get a drink." Paalam ko.

Pumunta ako sa counter bar.

"One Vodka, long shot. " I said.

"Coming right up Ms. Lauren." Sabi ng bartender.

Lumapit sakin si Brad at naupo sa tabi ko.

"Hey, how about like old times?" Tanong nito.

Nilingon ko naman siya. He showed me his two pack of cocaine.

"Just one time." Sabi pa nito.

I smiled.

"Like old time." I said to him.

Kinuha ko yung isang pack at sabay naming binuksan. Napatitig naman ako sa cocaine na hawak ko.

For once, I just want to forget everything.

Napatingin ako kay Brad. Kinindatan niya naman ako.  Nilagay niya yung powder sa palm niya at agad niya itong dinilaan.

Ginawa ko naman yung ginawa niya. I put the powder on my palm and licked every cocaine.

"That's the old Lauren." Nakangiting sabi ni Brad.

"Here's your order Ms. Lauren."

Kinuha ko yung long shot ko at agad na tinungga lahat.

My body is starting to heat up and to palpitate.

I miss this feeling.

"Let's go and dance." I said to Brad and smile.

Hinawakan ko yung kamay niya at hinila sa dance floor. I started to dance sexy in front of everyone. They were all staring at me. Most of them are taking a picture and a video of me right now. But who fucking cares? As if they didn't see me like this before.

Two guys started to approach me. I know them, they're models too from playgirls magazine.

"What a surprise seeing you Amara."- Peter

"Yeah, the last time we saw you was when we had a photoshoot in Madrid."- Liam

I smiled.

"Yeah, long time no see guys." I said.