TRUE FRIENDS (Oli Sykes Fan Fiction) COMPLETE

Camping - Part 2

Hey Be... are you awake?

Joy? Omg... I am now! I only just got into bed. What's up? It's like 2am. 

What the fuck are you doing awake? Don't tell me coyotes are there or something... 😐

No...

I slept with Jared.

HOLY FUCK! 

WHAT?!?!!!!!?!????!?!?!!

I know....

OMFG. 

I WAS JUST JOKING ABOUT SHARING BODY HEAT!

How did this happen?! Why?

We were playing games around the fire...  and we ended up doing "Never have I ever" and truth dare etc and he got dared to kiss me, and then everyone was talking about sex stories and stuff... OMG I don't know what happened... well I do, I got turned on.

Omg! So did you instagate it?

No, well... we went to bed and were just talking about the night and we were talking about sex stuff and then we were flirting and.... it just happened.

Ok, well how do you feel about it? Was it good?

Don't laugh, but I literally came in like 4 minutes... and I'm not exaggerating.

ARE YOU SERIOUS?!

Yeah. I'm not going to lie, he was... equipped.

LOL!!!!! 

Jesus. Two guys in two weeks... 😲This must be some kind of record for you!

😥😥😥

I don't feel good about it.

Meh, YOLO!

So... where are you now? What are you doing awake?!

Shouldn't you be cuddling up to him in some post-sex spooning or something?

Be...

This is going to sound insane but...

But what?!

I feel sad.

What?? 

Sad??? 

Why??????

It was good with Jared, but emotionally I felt nothing.

Like, absolutely zero.

I really don't feel good at all.

I think it's made me realise something.

OMG......

????????????

I HOPE YOU'RE GONNA SAY WHAT I THINK YOU'RE GONNA SAY...

What do you think I'm going to say?

Nothing, nothing. Just tell me! What have you realised?

Well...