TRUE FRIENDS (Oli Sykes Fan Fiction) COMPLETE

Camping - Oli

Hey Oli... are you awake? 

This is going to sound weird but I really miss you 😥

Awww.. is everything ok?

Yeah

What's wrong?

Nothing, just wanted to speak with you.

You messaged me at 2am your time... I know you well enough to know that means something is up.

I think you know me too well.......

No such thing 🙃

So what's wrong, are you sad?

I miss you 😭

Aww, I miss you too. Always.

What are you doing? Aren't you meant to be camping?

I am, I'm just sitting by the fire.

Everyone is asleep.

I wish I could snap my fingers and be there right now 😥

I really want a hug.

Are you sure you're ok? 

Awww, I wish I could hug you!!!

I did something really dumb and I regret it and I feel crap about it.

And I don't want to tell you, but I want to tell you.

You can tell me anything, I never judge you or anything you know that.

I know..... Thankyou x

It's ok xx

Well... 

I slept with Jared.

Oh...

OK.

That's not good?

No. Not at all.

OK?????

It was emotionless. I didn't feel anything. 

If anything, it made me feel sad.

Are you there? 😔

Yeah still here. 

Sorry you're feeling sad.

I have to be honest.... I feel sad because I feel like I've betrayed you.

Betrayed me??

Eugh, I don't know how else I can say this without just saying it...

I know I'm so hot and cold and I must drive you crazy

And I know I'm the most complicated person on earth, and I don't know what I want, but...

??????