A Walk in Nami || On-going

04

"order ka pa"

Utos ko kay kyle at umiling lang siya tsaka tumawag ng waiter

Iiling- iiling pa, susunod naman

"Ang sarap ng soju" nakangusong saad ni Ashley tsaka siya naglagay muli sa shot glass

Gosh, gusto ko ng empi or red horse parang walang epekto 'to sa akin

Naka limang bote na rin ako pero wala pa rin

"Gusto ko ng manok" I said while Kyle sighed in defeat. He called the waiter again to order fried chicken

" I love you, Kyle" I mumbled

"Ate, ang ganda ng Korea" Ashley said and I nodded

"Sobrang ganda, kasing ganda ko" I laughed while she rolled her eyes

Totoo naman 'yon ha

" Thank you" I yelled when the waiter came to give our order

I started to eat, same with Ashley while Kyle was on his phone 

Wala namang jowa pero laging nagce- cellphone 

"Kyle, ayaw mo bang kumain? Kung ayaw mo, akin na lang" saad ko. Binigay naman niya sa akin ang plato niya na ikinangisi ko

"ngiting aso" Kyle rolled his eyes

"ngiting nakakabighani" I corrected 

"Kapal din ng mukha mo, no?" 

"walang manipis na mukha" 

"patunayan mong makapal talaga ang mukha mo,balikan mo si Geun"

"akala mo madali?" 

"why? You still love him, right?" singit ni Ashley habang ngumunguya ng manok

Uminom naman ako ng soju at kinamay na ang manok. 

Hirap na hirap na nga ako kapag nakikita ko siya, makipagbalikan pa kaya? 

I left him for good and I guess, I made a right decision. He's now happy and he deserves it

I already left him and I don't any rights to be with him... Again

"So, any problem with that?" I arched a brow. There's nothing wrong if I still love him

Tao lang ako, nagmamahal at nasasaktan

"Bakit ayaw mong makipag balikan?" Usisa ni Kyle tsaka uminom

"Dahil hindi dapat" sagot ko

Sa totoo lang, pwede pa siguro pero mas pinipili kong huwag na lang. Para rin sa kanya iyon

A single tear fell from my eyes and it was followed by another. I can't help but to cry, it's hurt but I chose this

But, Do I deserve this pain?

"Don't cry" Kyle said softly. I wiped out the tears on my cheeks and plastered a smile on my face

"I still love him but I know that I need to set him free. I just need to  move on"

Nasaktan ko na siya noon at natatakot akong masaktan ko ulit siya ngayon.

Ashley held my hand and squeezed it, making me to feel calm

"You need time" Kyle said and I nodded

Moving on is the hardest stage when you let someone go but it can helps us to realize that we should love ourself first

"Hey-- are you crying?"

Nagulat ako ng bigla kong nakita ko si Geun sa likudan ni Kyle. Bakit siya nandito? Tumingin ako kay Kyle na nakatingin ngayon sa baso