painkiller.

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TW: suicide attempt
national suicide hotline: 800-273-TALK
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els pov:

I reach for the painkillers and start popping them. I'm on my tenth? Maybe eleventh.
I've stopped counting.

I don't feel well, I lay on the floor in pain as I hear Will call out
"El! Someone is here to see you!"

What? No.
I try to get up but I can't, I'm shaking and can barely breath. I can hear the voice of the visitor, who the fuck is that?

I faintly see a tall figure in my doorframe.

"Oh my god! Will!" He screams.

'm-mike?' i manage to get out, if it even is him.

Will comes running in,
"Holy shit El! No!" He says taking my painkillers away.

"oh my god, uh... WILL! get my keys and call 911!"  Mike shouts.

"No." I say scarce.

"What? El, you need help!" He shouts.

Will comes back in the room seconds later and hands Mike the keys.

"No! Start the car, I need to get her up now!" Mike yells throwing the keys back.

"Jesus! You told me to get them for you!" Will sputters out.

Mike picks me up with a blanket and starts jogging to the car.

"No." I manage to get out again.

He gets in the backseat with me in his lap.
"Drive!"

Mike looks down at me.
He sighs.

"What the fuck just happened."

I slowly start to lose vision.

"Hey, stay awake we are almost there!" He taps my face.

That's the last thing I remember.
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Super short filler chapter, but I will update again soon.
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Disclaimer: this book isn't to make fun or anything of suicide, I've been through it myself.
Word count: 284

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