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you love me
and maybe that's enough.
if I have one person who loves me,
I am happy.
and I have way more than one person who loves me.
they all love me.

and, once again, I'm reminded that I don't need you.

I don't need you,
but I want you to love me
and I want you to like me
and I want you to tell the truth.

was there ever a moment you didn't love me?
a moment you didn't like me?
was there ever a moment you hated me?

maybe I don't need a real mother.

I have my friends.

they're my chosen family.

not you.

never you.

not unless you finally fucking apologize.

but right now,
I don't think you love me.
I think you just feel trapped.

my friends love me
and maybe that's enough
for now, at least
it has to be.

and it is.

it's enough.

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