I try to tell myself all these lies
about how it will all be fine
I try
and try to find something that will not die
when I put my heart into it
when I put my heart into them
they don't beat, they leave
tell me why I'm hurting
say that I am wording
it right
I know that I'm hurting
all I am is wondering
why
I try to feed myself all these dreams
but all I can hear is their screams
tell why does it die when I love it?
is it really that hard to love me?
I try
and try to save somebody else's life
but what about mine?
but what about mine?
when I put my heart into them
all they do is leave
when I put my heart into you
don't say thanks and leave
stay here, let me love you
and hiding everything from you
you don't need to know, oh oh oh
you don't need to know, oh oh oh
tell me everything's going great
but you would rather seperate
I'll stand and nod, expressionless face
I didn't need you anyway
I try
and try to save somebody else's life
but what about mine?
but what about mine?
when I put my heart into them
all they do is leave.
YOU ARE READING
sat by the ocean
Poésiephotos are not mine!!! caution: chapter two has an image of a real animal skull. just in case anybody would be uncomfy! (continued onto Laying By The Ocean)
