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by _passiveagressive_

by _passiveagressive_

Hi again! I'm procrastinating by writing this instead of doing my chores :D

Y'all probably know my better than I know myself at this point, now that I think about it...regardless, I'm starting another tag! Well, its not really a tag if I wasn't tagged and am not going to tag anyone at the end but...sTILL DOING THIS. (Ig this is mostly just a get to know me currently thing.)

Name: Elias(Eli)/E.G./El but irl everyone but my one close friend calls me Em or Emily.

Gender/sexuality: I am afab(assigned female at birth) and currently identify with the label genderfluid(obviously), which is working well for now. Sexuality wise, its kinda complicated. But I thought about it and a good description would be demiromantic homosexual (or in my lazy-ass mind, just gay).

Favorite color: blue. Any shade, but mostly navy blue.

Favorite shape: star

Favorite songs atm: Dancing In The Dark(from the movie Home), Icarus by Bastille, Hoodie by Hey Violet, Stitches by Shawn Mendes, and Daisies by Katy Perry. Quite the variety, right? Oh, and another one I could jam to but it didn't make top five is How You Like That by Blackpink. (I'll add it above, I suppose?)

Age: 14 (15 on August 12th)

Grade: just finished freshman year and its summer now so I guess that makes me a sophomore? 10th grade.

Crush?: no. Yes? Maybe. Its complicated.

Random thing I collect: string lights. Like fairy lights, I guess, but different shapes. I love decorating the one corner of my room with them. They're shiny :3

What I want to do after schooling: idk how to phrase the topic but anyway I want to be a conselor, therapist, psycologist, or something like that. And I have my heart set on moving to Cali and at least finishing college(when I get to college) there. I could also be a really good interior decorator, now that I think of it.

Siblings: I have one half sister, she's 21 I think.

Free time: listen to music and draw something. Sometimes. I haven't been very creative lately tbh.

Spirit animal: either a fox or a horse. More likely a horse than anything else though. Because I'm stubborn, freespirited, and smart. I don't like saying I'm start though, because I don't usually feel like I am.

I really like greek mythology. Not to the level of one of my friends, but i still like it more than a lot of things.

My favorite subject in school is history. My 8th grade history teacher really got me into it, mostly because his class was very highly project, notes, and video based, over top of the short online quizzes we took once every unit. Man I miss that teacher.

My hogwarts house is slytherclaw, but i would be sorted into slytherin for sure.

I don't really have a favorite book, perse, but a book I've read recently that I really liked was a book called how to save a life by Sara Zarr. Great book, and I totally recommend it.

I have a weird thing for candles? Like, just the scent of them. My favorite candle I got from a friend at camp last year is scented cranberry mandarine. Its weird that I like it, though, because I'm allergic to oranges and generally dont like cranberries.

I literally can't wait until I'm 18, because I have a plan in place with my friend who moved to Texas. Once I'm 18 I'll stay with her fam and her for a while, I can finally get a short haircut, dye my hair, and eventually buy a binder. I also plan to buy a pet rat. Because I just want a rat. Hehe

Religion: my entire family excluding a couple cousins, an uncle and aunt, and maybe ny half sister, is christian or lds. As for me, a week or two ago(I wrote about this in a previous part) I realized(took me a while lol considering I wasn't super religious in the first place) that I'm not christian or lds like the rest of my family. So I did some research and was talking to someone on here(i forget their username atm) and they suggested I might be agnostic. Don't know what that is? I didn't either, so I looked it up and it roughly means neither believeing or disbelieving in the existence of a god. Immediately this clicked in my head, because that's what makes the most sense to me personally. As a gay, genderfluid person who curses, wants to have sex and date, etc etc I'm not willing to go full christian and feel like I need to ask forgiveness for things that they consider sins and I dont. But I also song deny the possible existance of a god or god-like figure. So, agnostic.

Id say I have a unique sense of style, when I let it show. I don't tend to st and out on a daily basis, but on occasion, I add things to already owned items of clothing to make them suit my style. Like for example, my homecoming outfit. I had this black and white stripey sleeveless shirt I already owned, but I couldn't wear it without a coat over my arms per my mom's rules about clothes. So I took an old white shirt I hadn't worn since the year before and sewed it to the inside of the sleeveless one, and boom. My homecoming outfit was born :D It doesn't sound like much, but I might add in a picture of what it looked like. Another idea I got more recently is again repurposing something I can't wear: a flannel jacket with too small of arms for my fat-ass self. I have this red hoodie I love, so I'm going to sew a section of the flannel to the bottom-back of the hoodie to make it look like flannel is peeking out from beneath it.

Hmm based on that I would be a good costume designer, too...

Whatever, its late, I still need to do my chores lol. Someone remind me to add in a pic of my homecoming shirt later, thanks!

Byee
-El ✌