Opie stood there with his hands in his hair, completely pissed off as he paced back and forth. We were having another argument about my inability to let him in, arguing was all we ever fucking do anymore. "I'm going out Kat." He finally said grabbing his jacket and kutte. He walked out of my bedroom door, slamming it behind him and I heard my front door slam as well. "Why can't I just be fucking normal?!" I screamed at nobody. I sat on the floor leaning against my bed with my knees to my chest, completely exhausted from yelling for hours. Knowing that Opie wasn't coming back, at least not tonight I crawled into bed laying there. I grabbed my phone unable to stand the silence anymore, putting on a playlist of my favorite songs. I layed there for god knows how long, before I finally fell into a restless sleep. What I assumed was hours later I was awoken by a loud thud, shooting straight up in bed I went to my bedside table grabbing for the gun I had there. I aimed it into the darkness with my eyes still trying to adjust, my eyes finally finding a shadowy figure standing in my doorway. The light was suddenly turned on blinding me momentarily, still holding my glock. "Whoa! Kat it's me baby!" Opie yelled quickly grabbing the gun pointing it at the floor. "You scared the shit out of me, Opie!" I yelled grabbing my chest trying to catch my breath. "I'm sorry I was trying not to wake you up." He said putting the gun back in the drawer.
"I'm so sorry Opie, I didn't know it was you." I said embarrassed. "No don't be sorry, I taught you well obviously." He said laughing. I smiled looking down at the bed playing with the sheet, not knowing what to say. "I just don't know how to do this anymore Kitty Kat." He sighed lying down at the foot of the bed. "I don't either Opie, I'm sorry I can't be who you need me to be. You deserve the world and I can't give it to you, this is your out. I completely understand if you can't do this anymore, leave if you want to and I'll understand." I said crying again. He sat up immediately, coming to lay his head in my lap cupping my face making me look down at him. "I'm not leaving you Katia, I'd never leave you. Just let me in baby, just let me love you!" He said with tears in his eyes. "I'm trying Opie, I just don't know how to. I've never gotten any love back before, so over time I just stopped trying to let anyone in. I'm scared to love you back because what if you decide one day, one day you decide to leave me too." I sobbed. "I'm not leaving you Katia you're the one I want, I've been all in from the first time I kissed you. I'm not leaving you baby, not now and I'm not gonna decide one day I'm leaving." He started. "You're my girl Kat one day you'll be my old lady, you're gonna get my crow tattooed where ever it'll fit with all the other stuff you've already got." He laughed.
"Opie there's no obligation for you to stay, I've got nothing to offer you. I'm broken, I'm fucked up babe nobody can fix me. Even me, I can't even fix me." I said rubbing his cheek. "We can fix you together, if you'll just let me. All the broken pieces we can put back together, you just need to let me help you Kitty Kat let me in." He said kissing my knuckles. "I'm going to try baby, you're what I want forever! I can imagine our future together, baby we're going to do this together I promise." I said crying leaning down to kiss him. "You really gonna try baby? You promise?" He asked with a wide smile on his gorgeous face. "I promise Opie, I'm going to let you in, let you love me." I said crying again. "That's the only thing I want from you, to let me love you the way I know you deserve to be loved. The way I know I can Kat." He said sitting up grabbing my face, kissing me softly. I immediately kissed him back just as softly, our kiss was sweet and tender for the first time. It wasn't rushed, hard and rough, it wasn't just lust filled and heavy petting this time. He was sweet and passionate, loving almost like he was afraid to touch me. We hadn't had sex yet only ever just kissing and grabbing each other, like a couple of teenagers in the back seat of a car. "Baby I want you so bad, but not if you aren't ready. I want you to want me, just as bad as I want you Kat." He said breaking the kiss, and looking into my eyes searching for any sense of doubt or hesitation. "I've wanted you from the first time I laid eyes on you Opie, I just didn't want to have sex if it meant it would only be once. I can't have it only be once baby, I've fallen so hard for you and if I do this you're stuck with me." I smiled at him. "Baby you think I could only fuck you once?" He stated smirking. "How eloquently put!" I said laughing. "Mhm." He said against my skin as he leaned into kiss my neck. He slowly trailed the kisses down my neck to my shoulder, biting it roughly. "Fuck." I moaned loving how his lips felt against me. Opie continued to kiss from my shoulder down to my chest, going over my breasts only covered by my silk pajama top. "These have gotta go." He mumbled pulling at my clothes, laying me back against the black sheets. He pulled my shirt over my head biting and licking at my tattoo covered skin, making guttural growls the entire time. "Holy fuck Kat!" He hissed as he pulled my shorts and underwear down, going straight for my pussy.
"Fuck Opie! Oh my God right there shit!" I yelled as he slid his tounge through my wet folds, finally plunging his tounge inside of me. I grabbed his hair tightening my thighs around his head, grinding slightly. He pulled his head up briefly looking me in the eyes, his eyes completely lust filled and with pure need. He pushed his fingers into me slowly while rubbing my clit watching the looks on my face change intently, with an awe struck look on his face. "Mmm fuck!" I moaned throwing my head back. "You like that baby?" He said slightly breathless. I grabbed his hair again slightly pushing his head down to replace his hand rubbing my clit making him growl. "Ssshit! Fuck Opie right there! Please don't stop, please!" I screamed on the verge of cumming. "Ah fuck, fuck, fuck!" I screamed sitting straight up locking my thighs around his head keeping him there. "Mmm Kat! Next time you cum I need to see the look on your face!" He hissed pulling his shirt over his head. I quickly pulled his belt open and ripped it from his jeans, quickly undoing the button and zipper pulling them and his boxers down as far as I could manage. "Get on your hands and knees!" He growled. I immediately did as I was told rolling over. "Goddamn it baby!" He yelled grabbing my ass cheeks roughly kneading the flesh. I heard him throw his jeans to the floor as he leaned down kissing my ass, leaving sloppy kisses across my both cheeks. He sat up slowly pushing his hard cock into me, slowly moving in and out roughly grabbing my hips sure to leave bruises for me to admir later. "Faster Opie!" I moaned pushing my ass against him. "Yeah? You want me to fuck you hard?" He hissed from behind me stopping his movements. "Yes fuck me!" I yelled moving my hips back and forth.
He rammed into me roughly slamming me into the bed, grabbing my hair in his fist tightly. He pulled my back against his chest wrapping his hand around my throat, kissing the side of my face grunting into my ear. "You like that babygirl?" He slightly whispered. "Mhm." I grunted. He let go of my throat pushing me back down to the bed harshly, slapping my ass repeatedly as he continued pounding into me. "You better use your words Kitten." He yelled holding my head into the bed. "Yes Opie! I fucking love it don't fucking stop!" I said smiling as he held me there. He must have saw the look on my face because he thrust into me harder. "Goddamn Katia! You're so fucking perfect!" He groaned out slightly chuckling. "I'm gonna cum!" I yelled reaching down to rub my clit. "No!" He yelled ripping my hand away as he pulled out of me. He gripped my waist tightly, flipping me over on my back. He slammed into me again wrapping his left hand around my throat again, slapping me across the face with his right. "Fuck, do it again!" I begged knowing I was going to cum again. "Yeah?" He asked breathless. "Please Opie, please do it again!" I pleaded. He slapped me again a little harder this time, growling as he did. "Opie oh my god! Fuck, fuck!" I screamed cumming, dripping down his thighs and mine. "God babygirl!" He growled pulling out of me stroking himself, cumming across my stomach and chest.
