Katia had been dating Patrick for about a month at this point and it drove me crazy seeing them together anytime she came around, knowing that his hands were all over and not mine made me want to grab her and shake her. To tell her that I was the one she was always supposed to be with, not fucking him, he wasn't suppose to be the one that she laid next to at night, the one she gave every part of her to. "Fuck Kat." I heard his voice already grating my nerves even before I looked over seeing her kissing his neck while straddling him on the table outside. "You still owe me for embarrassing me last time we were at a party here." Her sweet voice purred into is ear. I was sitting far to close to them for me not to hear every word they said to eachother.
Kat being so close to him, touching him the way she should be touching me, the way I should be holding her small waist tightly whispering filthy things into her ear. "I need you Pat, it floods my mind being intertwined with you in my bed." She moaned as he licked up her neck, nipping at the portrait tattooed into her pale skin. "I'm buzzing at the thought of being inside of you." He groaned back lifting her to sit her tiny frame on top of the table. "Hey sex kitten, we have dorms for that if you want them." Tig joked seeing them all over eachother. "Mmm." She moaned as he bit her collar bone roughly. "I don't want to sleep with someone in one of your beds, that just fucking disrespectful Tig." Kat smiled holding onto Patrick like she could just fuck him right there.
"Kat, were leaving right now if I'm go I'm going to make it back to my place without pulling over." His voice whispered coming out in a growl, immediately making my blood run hot. "Fuck." She hummed kissing his neck again. "Babe, you can use my dorm sheets are clean. Just pull them off before you leave I don't want to sleep in his cum, yours I wouldn't mind so much." I told her in an attempt to make Patrick angry. "Fuck it, let's go baby." He told her, shooting me a wink. I watched him carry her into the clubhouse, disappearing to fuck another man. After Ima showed up I made it my mission to sleep with her, to take her back to my dorm and 'accidentally' interrupt them, but as soon as I entered the building I saw Kat sitting on the pooltable being pounded by Patrick.
Walking past them she didn't take her eyes from his face, holding on his shoulders as he rested his forehead against hers. "Couldn't make it to the dorm or what asshole?" I bit out, catching her attention immediately. "Sorry Jax! Fuck! I couldn't stop myself." She moaned out, smirking at me. "Sorry dude! I mean you've seen her, I honestly don't need much more explanation." Patrick called over his shoulder stopping his movements, covering her lap with his discarded jacket. "Next time at least go to the bathroom or something." I told her pulling Ima down the hallway. She tried taking my kutte off as soon as we closed the door, but I wasn't having any of it hearing Kats moans, her calling out his name as the sounds of them having sex flooded threw the entire club. "What's wrong with you?" Ima whinned grabbing at me.
"I'm just not that into it I guess, you can fucking leave!" I yelled pushing her back. "Whatever." She stated slamming my door, her heals clicking down the hallway. "Really Katia?! Ya couldn't make it a dorm?!" Chibs called making me almost run back out there. "I'm sorry!" She giggled laying across the table, covering her face in embarrassment. Patrick laughing as he zipped his pants up, kissing her exposed stomach as she ran her fingers through his hair still giggling uncontrollably. "Kat this is fucked up." I told her pissed off, just wanting to pick her up and carry her out to scream at her. "Jax it's not that serious! Why are you so upset? You guys do it all the time, with random girls! I'm sorry!" Kat yelled back not taking any of my shit, something I'd always loved about her. "It's not your fucking club! You're not even apart of this!" I screamed moving my hand around the room, emphasizing my point. "This was always my fucking family Jax, everyone always told me that! But now that I'm not sticking around to be walked all over by you I'm nothing? Now that I found someone that truly cares about me and I'm falling for, I'm not part of your family anymore?" She yelled back tears falling from her eyes.
"Guess you're not, you know what's expected of you and you don't do it! Why'd you stick around so long if you knew I'd never love you?!" I yelled out immediately regretting my words, wishing I could take them back. "Fuck that came out wrong..." I started trying my hardest to back track. "No you made it pretty fucking clear Jackson, I'm not here to only have eyes for you anymore. So I'm not part of your family anymore, that's fine I'm done trying to be friends with you. I'm fucking done with all of this mess, having my life put in danger because you don't know how to control your anger! I'm sorry I was such a burden on you all!" Kat cried, Patrick holding her close trying his best to console her. "That's not what he meant baby!" My mom said coming between the situation. "I'm sorry I stayed somewhere I wasn't wanted for so long guys, I truly love you all and if you need something I'm always going to be here but I won't be bothering you anymore." Kat said getting down, being lead out by Patrick who looked heartbroken for her.
"You better fix whatever you just fucking did Jax! I mean it, that little girl has nobody and after being connected to us for so long she's not safe by herself! And neither is Patrick just being with her, if anything happens to those two I swear to God!" Happy yelled getting in my face, completely irate by my actions. "Goddamn it!" I yelled throwing a pool ball across the room. "Kat! Kat please fucking wait!" I yelled running to her truck. "Man just get away from her, she's not ok and that's your fault." Patrick said getting out of the truck. "Fuck you! Kat please just talk to me, I'm sorry!" I pleaded, pushing him back making my way to her door. "Jax I'm honestly not mad at you, I'm fucking heartbroken that you would do that to me. You did me so dirty, and I'm always going to be here just not like before. Call me if you need anything but don't call me just to talk anymore, we aren't ever going to be like that again and you made that crystal fucking clear." She told me still crying as she hugged me. I tried holding onto her for as long as possible, not wanting to let her go if it meant she wasn't coming back anymore. "Bye Jax." She told me putting her hand on my cheek before getting into her truck, leaving my life because I couldn't just commit to her like I always wanted to.
