Ever since I'd had the nightmare about losing Kat I couldn't sleep most nights, waking up consistently throughout the night to make sure she was still there laying next to me. "Baby? Are you alright?" Her quiet, groggy voice came from the darkness. "Yeah." I said trying to hide the fact I'd been crying as I rested my hand on her bare stomach. "Come here." She said sweetly pulling my wrist. I laid my head on her chest burying my face in her breasts, feeling Kat's heart beat and her soft, warm skin making me feel more at ease. Feeling her hands against my skin triggering something inside of me, kissing her chest her breath increasing with each movement. "Jax." She pleaded digging her sharp nails into my skin. I rolled over ontop of her taking over her small frame taking a handful of her hair, pulling her head up to rest against my shoulder as she breathed into my ear. "Please Jax, it's been so fucking long." Kat begged me kissing my neck sloppily. "I know babygirl, I'm sorry I've just been preoccupied." I groaned grinding my hard cock against her already wet pussy making her gasp.
I wrapped my arms underneath of her pulling her into my arms as I sat back on my knees, slowly lowering her onto my cock Kat wrapping her legs around my waist. "Fuck baby!" She screamed already dripping down onto my thighs. I thrust my hips up into her making her grip my shoulders tightly, scratching down my back roughly. "Goddamn it!" I moaned in to her ear. Pushing her down onto the bed so I could get better leverage with each thrust, holding her tiny wrists in one hand as I pounded into her hard enough to make air escape her perfect lips every time I entered her. "You like that?" I moaned slightly out of breath. "So much!" Kat screamed back arching, pushing her chest against mine. "God I missed this baby." She groaned against my chest. "Mmm fuck I missed you being wrapped around my cock." I yelled feeling her walls tighten around me. "My perfect little whore." I stated pulling her impossibly closer to me. "Fuck!" She moaned out breathless. I rolled us over putting her on top of me, bending my legs to thrust up into her roughly.
"Ride my cock you gorgeous little bitch." I growled pulling her hair to make her sit up right. Placing her hands on my chest she bounced her body up and down, I couldn't take my eyes off of her face. Each little change in her expression driving me crazy, her eyes shut, lips slightly parted as she made the most beautiful sounds I'd ever hear. "You gonna cum for me? Cum all over my cock like the good little slut you are?" I asked squeezing her breasts as they bounced. "Oh my god!" Kat wailed almost like she was about to cry. She came with another almost tearful sound slightly slumping her body down against mine, I continued thrusting up into her until I came deep inside of her. She laid on my chest trying to catch her breath still holding onto me tightly, like she was never going to let me go. "I love you more than anything babygirl." I whispered against her neck. "I love you too Jackson." She replied looking up at me. Rolling onto her side still clinging to me tightly, staring at me intently clear there was something on her mind.
"You alright babe?" I asked her brushing the curls from her face. "I'm just trying to figure out what's been bothering you, every single night you watch me while I sleep and always have to have your hand resting on my chest. It's like you're trying to make sure I'm breathing or that I'm really here." She explained holding onto my waist. "Babe I can't stop thinking about seeing you dead, and burying you. I'm not going to see that in real life babygirl, and every single time I close my eyes I'm so fucking scared to have that dream again." I told her looking up at the ceiling. "I've been to scared to touch you because a part of me thinks I'm gonna hurt you, I feel like everytime I touch you I'll break you." I finished, finally looking over to see tears in her eyes. "There's no way I'm going anywhere, I'd fight with every thing in me to stay here with you. I know I have no control over life and death but I'm here babe for as long as I can be." Kat said trying to be the calm one as I started to cry too. "Promise?" I asked. "With my entire soul." She replied wiping my tears.
"There's so much I've always wanted to tell you, I'm going to marry you. I need you here with me and I'm not going to let anything happen to you so I can tell you all of it." I told her kissing her chest repeatedly. "I can't wait to hear you tell me every single word of it."
