Unlovable?

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This was a request from someone super sweet! They gave me the idea and trusted me enough to make it into one of my stories!🖤

"Andy! We have to leave if you're still coming with me!" I yelled at my boyfriend, who always took an incredibly long time to get ready. "Sorry babe I was trying to get my hair right." He laughed kissing my forehead as he walked past me. "God you're so lucky, you're cute Andrew." I sighed rolling my eyes but still a small smile on my lips. Driving closer to the clubhouse where part of my heart would always belong, I tried not to show any sign of nervousness about my family meeting my boyfriend. "You think they'll like me?" He asked more excited than I had expected him to be. "If you don't say anything fucking stupid, they'll love you." I told him knowing exactly how he could be around new people. Andy traveled with his band for most of the two years we had been dating, so he automatically thought having made a name for himself he could say and do whatever he wanted with really no repercussions.

"Katia don't fucking talk to me like that, the only one that says stupid shit is you." He replied immediately it was clear I'd pissed him off. "Whatever Andy just watch your fucking mouth around these guys, they have no idea who you are and don't give a fuck either. They won't hesitate to beat the shit out of you for even looking at me in a way they don't appreciate." I told him bluntly staring at the approaching gate to the lot. "Gotcha Kat, you know best." Andy retorted rolling his eyes so hard I could physically hear it. "Just don't fucking open your mouth the whole time we're here, and you should be just fine du verdammter trottel ." I smiled knowing he couldn't understand the last part at all.

Getting out I was immediately swarmed by the entire club coming out to greet me hug, after hug where I was lifted from the ground and held so tightly I was light headed by the end of them all. "Uncle Bobby!" I exclaimed hugging him lastly but the longest. Tears forming in my eyes as soon as I saw his scruffy face and unruly hair making his way over to me. "Jesus Katia, I missed the shit out of you." He told me clearly trying to not tear up at the sight of me. "Guys this is Andy." I tried my hardest to act like we hadn't been throwing insults back and forth moments before. "You good to her man?" Opie was the first to size him up towering over him. "Yeah, uh yeah man I do my best." Andy stuttered back realizing he should heed my warning.

We all entered the clubhouse hours ago into the complete chaos they called my homecoming party, talking to Chibs I suddenly thought about how I hadn't seen Andy since I had been sat talking to everyone. "Hey uncle Bobby? Do you know where Andy went off too?" I asked him who was on my left. "No I was more focused on you, sorry sweetheart." He told me looking around. I excused myself walking outside to see if he'd come out for a cigarette not seeing him, I walked down the hallway hearing the most obscene porn like sounds coming from a dorm. I opened the door having a sinking feeling I'd found exactly who I'd been looking for, seeing the man I had been in love with for years with a fucking croweater on top of him. I kicked the door shut behind me standing there in disgust at the sight before me, feeling like my heart was being physically pulled out of my chest. "Hey babe." Andy smiled at me with a wicked look dancing in his eyes.

"What the fuck are you doing?" I asked trying to hold back the tears that threatened to spill out at any moment. "Well babe you always wanna act like a little fucking whore anytime we're around other men, why don't you stay and take notes on how to do it right?" He smiled with venom dripping from every word. "What are you talking about Andy? This is my fucking family, not some random men in a goddamn bar!" I yelled through the tears finally streaming down my face. "No baby, just sit and maybe learn a thing or two." He winked as she continued bouncing up and down with a matching smile. "Emily you fucking know what happens to people that cross anybody in this family, and Andy you're going to find out." I seethed opening the door, turning around to kick the door frame as hard as I could to break it making the door unable to shut. "Whoa sweetheart, whats wrong with you?" Chibs asked me seeing the makeup running down my cheeks. "Don't fucking worry about me, you've got a larger one in the dorm back there." I stated leaving without even looking back.

~Chibs POV~

I knew something had to be seriously wrong with Kat leaving so ubruptly and more upset than I'd ever seen, grabbing Bobby and Tig we made our way back to see what she meant. "Tha fuck is goin on in here?!" I yelled seeing Emily in bed with the man Katia called her boyfriend. Bobby grabbed Andy throwing him to the ground holding him there by a boot on his throat, as Tig grabbed Emily dragging her for Happy to deal with. I stood there ready to rip this guy limb from limb for hurting Kat, but I knew it was Bobby place and not mine. After a night filled with everyone of us taking turns trying to beat some sense into this peice of shit, we'd finally finished leaving him in a ditch just outside the state line for someone else to handle. Bobby had been trying to call Kat with no answer, not even a single ring just going straight to voice mail every time. "Hey sweetie, you alright?" Bobby said relieved to finally hear her voice.

"I'm fine it's clear what everyone I've ever been with thinks of me, please just stop worrying about me I'm a fucking whore I can't be yours or anyone else's problem anymore. I love you uncle Bobby." She told him an obvious shake in her voice from the crying she'd been doing. Before he could even attempt to answer or reassure her that she wasn't what she thought, she hung up being smart enough to break her phone so we couldn't contact or track her down from it. Two weeks, two excruciating weeks we'd had Juice trying his best to find her with no results, she hadn't went back to New York like we had thought she would, she hadn't had any contact with anyone we could think of. It's like she'd dropped off the map completely, just fucking disappeared into thin air without a trace. It was killing us all knowing she was so heartbroken and absolutely alone, only God knows where just hoping she was OK.

"Guys! Guys get the fuck in here!" Juice screamed from inside the clubhouse an excitement in his voice. "What? Did you find her?" Bobby asked running in looking over his shoulder at the laptop in front of him. "Yeah man, she's at a hotel in get this... fucking Lodi!" He replied happy with himself. "Chibs take Tig and go get her, she's not going to listen to me. And I need her back here safe before she does anything fucking irrational." Bobby told us. "Send me the address Juicey Boy!" I yelled already walking out to my bike. Starting my bike backing out looking over at Tig doing the exact same, us both trying to get to Katia as quickly as we could. We raced to the hotel that she had been holed up in for two weeks, hoping to anyone that was listening that she was still there and whole. After what felt like another entire day we were finally walking up to her room door, Tig looked over at me pounding on the door making the wall shake. "Get the fuck away from the goddamn door, I'll beat your mother fucking ass!" Kat screamed kicking the door. I immediately smiled knowing she was still the same feisty Katia I'd always been so attracted to, making Tig laugh slightly as well hearing her voice.

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