Hosie One Shots

Hold on I still Want You

It had been too much for her. She couldn't take it anymore. The brake up was too much for her.

She loved her so much she was willing to give up everything for her, do everything to make her happy.

The only thing she couldn't control was her jealousy. She didn't like it when Jade would flirt with her and touch her girlfriend.

She finally had enough when she yelled at the blond girl to stop flirting with her.

She couldn't believe that her girlfriend even defended Jade for it.

"Hope what the hell did you do that?" The brunette screamed at her.

The look in Josies eyes was something she just gave people who did wrong against her. The anger in her eyes was different against her.

"Josie, I didn't do anything against her.. I just talked to her and nothing else"

"She is lying Josie, she hit me and told me to stay away from you" the blond said holding her head that was bleeding.

"I DID NOT HIT YOU.. WHY ARE YOU LYING TO HER" Hope was now shouting. She could feel her rage coming up.

"Then why is she bleeding Hope?"
The brunette asked her girlfriend.

"I don't know Josie, she was already hurt when I came to talk to her" the red head defended herself.

"People don't just hurt themselves Hope" with that Josie left with the blond girl.

Since that day Josie had been avoiding her and it had almost been a week now and Hope was feeling like her world was crushing down.

She was sitting in her bathtub. Wondering how her life had become a thread of dissepointments and pain. This always happens to her when she opens up to people.

First it was Roman, he broke her heart by using her to spy on her familys company for his mother. Then it was Landon he just wanted to have her in his bed but other then that she meant nothing to him and now it was Josie, the brunette that promised to always take care of her and always communicate when they are having problems.

They had been together for almost a year but that went south when Jade started school and that blond have been after her since they first met but Josie had always ignored her until recently.

So here she was. Crying while taking a bath.

"Maybe no one will miss me if I'm gone" she muttered to herself.

She picked up her tiny tin box with sharp razor.

"She promised to love me and always take care of me but she broke that promise. I'm not made to be loved" she said before she did her first cut.

Lizzie had been irritated at her sister. Instead of listing to what Hope had to say about the incident Josie took the blonds word for it.

Lizzie knew that Hope did not raise a finger on that girl. She would never do anything to hurt Josie.

She told her sister that she was stupid for believing that girl over her own girlfriend and that Jade would do anything to come between her and Hope but Josie being Josie she couldn't belive that the girl would fake everything just to frame Hope. There was no evidence so she was waiting for Hope to come forward and apologize to Jade or if there was another evidence that said otherwise.