Hosie One Shots

The hardest thing

She put down the bottle of whiskey on the table and let out a sigh. She looked out her window and started to think about the fond memories she and the brunette made years ago.

She still remembers them as if they happened yesterday. She knew that she had to maks a choice since the brunette wouldn't do it.

So she did the only thing she could to stop the pain. She lied to the girl she had been in love with since the age of 14.

They where standing by the docks. The girl was crying now.

"Just tell me.. do you love her Jo, does she make you happy?"

The girl couldn't face her. She kept looking down the ground.

"I do love her and she does make me happy but I love you too and I am much happier with you"

It pained Hope to hear those words coming out from the brunette.

"Good, then go be with her, live the life you deserve" she said with a soft voice.

Josie looked up, tears in her eyes. She was about to walk up to the red head but the girl quicky walked away before she could even react.

That was three years go and now Hope was in her office looking outside her window with a glas of whisky.

Trying to mend her broken heart she never stopped loving the brunette but she made her choice and so did girl.

On her way home she stopped by the local Café to get some desserts for her family when she heard the voice that had been hauting her for three years.

"Hope" the woman froze and was praying this would be a mistake. That she was dreaming but when she lifted her head up she saw those chocolate brown eyes that she loved so much.

"Josie" she whispered. Not knowing what to say next the awkward silence was lingering in the air.

The girl looked at her with her beautiful smile.

"It's been a while. How have you been?" The brunette asked the shorter girl.

"Good, been busy with work lately" the brunette nodded her head with understanding.

"What about you? How is..yeah.. you know" she asked weirdly. Maybe she shouldn't have asked her that but it was out of politeness and normal people do ask their exes that.. maybe.

"Everything is fine, I've moved back to be closer to my family and Penelope and I are not together anymore"

She knew she shouldn't be happy about this but she was. Would it be selfish if she was?

"I'm sorry to hear that" she whispered the words.

"That's fine, I'm over it a long time ago" before Hope could say something else her order was handed to her and she excused herself from their encounter.

Josie stood there wondering why on earth she ever let the red head go. She knew that Penelope would brake her heart but she couldn't say no to her and she didn't want to brake the girls heart but in the process of that she did not only brake her own but Hope's as well.

Years had gone by and still Josie's heart was beating for the red head woman she left a long time ago.

There was a time where she wish that she could turn back the time and chose the other girl but as usual her emotions got the best of her and chose the latter.