Roman Sanders One-shots

Plushie (Part 1)

Request from @romanisinsecure

Former Insecurity! Roman AU. 

Also, I've researched a bit on ADHD and Roman seems to be ADHD. There's also another category in ADHD called RSD and it does seem a lot like Roman. And goddammit if he has RSD that could be the representation of 'Bruised Ego'.

Virgil is not Unsympathetic because I lose motivation quick for those kinds of characters. He just didn't know Roman had an emotional attachment to it.

Roman may not like who he was before, but he always kept a momento. In this case, it was a sort of a moth plush. It had a red sash like Roman's but on top of its head lay a small black crown. A reminder that he was what he hated. 

He sighed softly and hugged the plush close. Nightmares plagued him constantly and hugging the plushie to sleep was the only way to keep them away. He supposed it was a sort of nightmare doll or some kind of dream catcher.

He sat up to a knocking on his door. He rubbed his eyes and walked groggily to his door, clutching the plushie loosely. He opened the door and rubbed his eyes with his free hand.

"Hey Princey, Patton wants you down for break-" Virgil started, before surprise flickered on his face.

Roman was suddenly very aware of his appearance. He subconsciously tightened his grip on the toy.

"Woah- is that a stuffed toy?!"

Roman flushed, and tried to banish the familiar urges of the pressing voices within his room.

"I- I'll be down soon-" He stuttered, slamming the door closed.

He carefully placed the plushie on his bed, before snapping his fingers, putting on his prince outfit, styling his hair and covering up any imperfections in his appearance. He raced down the stairs, two steps at a time. 

He plastered a big smile on his face and chatted with the sides. Virgil figured a few teases wouldn't be that bad.

Losing motivation. Think I may take a break soon. Sorry 't was short.