Aku speechless.
I mean, aku literally udah nyiapin kalimat buat skenario terburuk dan mempersiapkan hati untuk berakhirnya pertemanan kita setelah ini, but. All the bad thoughts was only a thought. All these times overthinking stuff for what? I'm laughing. This old, long-unfinished chapter has finally closed for goods. 4 damn years crushing on her, now I finally got my answer.
Gais. I'm glad. I really am. Ternyata memang bener, dengan menyampaikan perasaan itu adalah kunci terbaik untuk move on. Bahkan ketika jawaban yang kamu terima adalah yang terburuk, we all need to let go. And you bet this is the best answer I could receive. She doesn't feel the same way for me and boy, I'm totally happy for it.
She accepts me for who I am, and that's all that I needed.
THIS DAMN PRECIOUS GIRL I- 😭
She said my confession was a moodboster for her... Little did she know that it was a huge moodboster for me too. I've been feeling nothing but negative emotions since god-knows-when because of my personal problems, crying for even the most unimportant things, but thanks to her words I'm not dreading for tomorrow right now. She made me feel wanting to try my best for once more.
Kinda glad my first crush was someone like her... What an experience.
17 Juli, 2020
-kuharap versi sma diriku bisa liat ini ahahahahaha kaget bgt pasti w
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