I think I love you... (5sos)

The Talk

Luke's P.O.V

"Luke get downstairs now." Ash yelled, what the fuck does he want, he's the one who snuck Kendall in my room.

"Im not joking get down here now." Ash yelled again

"Far out im coming." I yelled back, jeez get off my chest. I walked downstairs to Ashton and Cal sitting downstairs staring at me their faces filled with anger but I have no idea where Michael is he's probably gone home, but I knew something was up with the other two.

"What." I yelled, "What the hell happened with you and Kendall, how could you do that to her." Ashton fired back, "Well um we had sex, like all the other girls." I responded as I went to sit down on the couch next to Calum, "You said you loved her and now she means nothing. I cant believe you went that far just to have sex with her, you used her just for that. How could you be so low." Calum said, there was a minute of silence before I just yelled "OK I LOVE HER GUYS, IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR." I fired back I wasnt meant to say that, because she wasn't popular she would ruin my image, she wasn't like me she didnt really do anything fun, she was a goody too shoes. The boys just stared at me "What." I yelled leaning my head back and rubbing my eyes, "Yo-you love her." Calum pushed me "Why the fuck did you mess this up you fucking idiot. She's hot, she's related to Rubi, she plays guitar, she's like 5'6 what else could you want." he continued shuving me, "I don't know, im not good at this, you guys know I dont stay serious I just mess around." I mentioned still looking up at the ceiling. "Wait so you made all this mess, You kissed my girlfriend well madeout with her even though you love Kendall, really man you messed up so bad with her, will she even forgive you after this." Ashton said walking over towards me, "I know man, I have no idea what to do." I said, looking straight at Ashton "Neither do I, maybe just go talk to her." Ashton replied sitting in the small gap between Calum and I, "You know what i'll try tomorrow but today im going to relax." I said moving over to the longer couch and then lying down.

Kendall's P.O.V

When I left the house, I walked most of the way home I was near this weird bush bike path alley way thing, there was no houses or people in sight, I decided to check my phone for the time it was about 10:30am I had heard footsteps following me for ages but I didn't want to turn around it was too scary so I just sped up walking faster and faster until it got to the point where I could hear the steps keeping up pace so I started running, running for my life. Freaking out about what would happen if I didn't get away. There was no one around so if something happened no one would know, hear or see. I felt something grab on to my wrist, I started screaming, screaming as loud as my voice possibly could, But then I felt a hand go over my mouth stopping any sound from escaping my lips then a tight grip on my body, I starting kicking and punching trying to get him to release me, it was no use he was way stronger then I was, I started to settle down I lost all my energy trying ot get away when I heard a whisper make its way from his lips to my ear "I want you and you aren't getting away." I started trying not scream again before he started sliding his hands up my body taking my shirt off, it was all cold and it felt terrible, he starting squeezing my boobs before kissing up and down my neck. None of this felt good and I was so scared, lonely and scared. I should've just stayed at their house or just gone home and I would be safe. I felt tears running down my face "Awh are you scared." He said before tightly squuezing my ass, "I managed to get a few words out before he covered my mouth again leading me into the little bike tunnel, it was just light enough for us to see eachother. I felt him tie some sort of rope material around my hands and feet, I couldnt get away and I knew that know he was going to do things to me I possibly couldnt get away from, He starting licking my neck upto my ear before sliding his hands into my pants, he had put some cloth in my mouth so I couldn't speak. His fingers starting making its way up into me making me moan I didnt want to but I couldn't help it, I felt tears streaming down my face when he jumped on me trying to pull my pants down and  pulling the cloth down and shuving his tounge in my mouth. I tried screaming but yet again was a useles attempt, I felt him collaspe on me when I saw a shadow standing behind him, he started helping un-tie me,  grabbing my arm and pulling me out of the tunnel, I hugged him no even knowing who it was, I didnt speak I couldn't speak tears were just escaping my eyes, never stopping "Are you okay Kendall." he said wiping my eyes but it was no use, those tears aren't going away, wait how does he know my name. I looked up to see Michael I just hugged him tighter. "Im taking you back to Ashton and Lukes." He said grabbing me, and leading me to the car, opening the passanger seat door and sitting me down, he went to the boot opening it and pulling out a small blanket "Im sorry this is all I have.", wrapping me up in it. He hopped into the car and drove back to Ash and Luke's house, I didn't exactly want to see them but it's better than being alone, we finally arrived at the house, I looked in the sun visor mirror in the car, my hair was a mess I was all dirty, I looked like I had been in a horror film or something. Michael made me hop out and he lead me inside when I saw everyone sitting on the couch looking at me in horror, Luke lifting up his head his mouth dropping at the sight of me, Ashton got up and started hugging me, "Fuck, what happened Kenz.", I couldn't reply I just went over and sat down on the couch with Calum, "Can I have a shirt." quietly said tears still rolling down my face, "Yeah, Yes, Sure." Luke rushed getting up off the couch running upstairs and got a long tee, it was really big, I felt like a midget in it even though I was still really tall for a girl. I chucked it over me, not saying another word, "What happened." Luke, Calum and Ashton said circling around me like a gossip group, "Guys leave her alone, she wouldn't want to talk about she's just lucky I was out to drive her home when I found her." Michael spoke up, they immediantly rushed over to him, "What fucking happened to her." Luke asked angrily shaking Michael, "She was getting raped, ok. Why are you standing with me when she obviously needs the company." He said walking over to me pulling my head onto his chest, "What the fuck." Ashton said staring at me in shock, "Im sorry." Calum said sitting down scratching the back of his neck, Luke just kicked the side of the couch before going upstairs. I didn't know what to do, my life felt all messed up, it felt all weird. I just didn't know what to do. I felt useless. I felt like my life was pointless. I just wanted it to end. This happened to me once before, my dad he wasn't a good person. I don't see him anymore because he's in jail. Him and mum split after she saw him grabbing me.

Sorry if this wasn't very good, but Im just trying to make it more interesting x Plus you are finding more about Kendall