I think I love you... (5sos)

Girlfriend?

We waited for about 4 minutes before our order was called out, My stomach hurt and I just needed food so I grabbed it and ran over to the closest table and sat down searching the bag for my hash brown, when I finally found it I pretty much shoved the whole thing in my mouth "Im guessing you are really hungry." He laughed while I just nodded finishing it and drinking some of my drink before grabbing my burger out of the bag, I then demolished it, Michael was still eating his burger when I was finished, I felt so fat but I was still hungry. "Hey can I have your hash brown." I asked, my cheeks getting heated, I didn't want him to think I was fat, but I havent been eating properly since the incident and I just sometimes don't feel like eating, I starve myself, until I get to the point where I could die and this was one of those times, "Uh yeah sure." he said pushing the bags towards me, "and here have this." He said placing his burger down on the napkin infront of me, "No you eat that."I responded pushing the napkin back to him, It was nice to have him looking out for me, he has been here since that day. I was starting to like him, I knew I was. "No you havent been eating so you have it." He said pushing it back over to me, usually I wouldv'e disagreed, I didn't eat anything yesterday, so I quickly ate the burger and hash brown before drinking the rest of my drink. "I feel fat now." I said resting my head on the table with my of my hands out, "I wouldn't know why." He laughed putting his hand on mine. I just looked up and smiled, "What." I laughed, "I like your eyes." He said, "my eyes??" I replied, "and your dimple, its cute when you laugh and smile." He continued, "I also like your lips, I especially like kissing them." He smirked, "But why do you like my eyes." I laughed, "they are just eyes. nothing special", "They are different colours, they go lighter when you are in the sun for ages, they are green, brown and blue, with a cute little brown triangle." He smiled. "I like your whole face." I said, I got up, "I want to go to the beach," I pouted.  "Okay, let's go get some togs." He said, we left back to Ash's and Luke's as we pulled in I saw Luke get into his car and speed off down the road, what was with him? oh well who cares its just Luke. we walked upstairs, I'll just get dressed I said, walking into the bathroom putting on my floral string bikinis and my boyfriend tee/dress over the top, with my floppy hat, my black glasses and my white thongs. "Are you ready to go." I smiled, looking at him in his boardshorts and thongs. "Yep lets go." He said opening the door for me "Malady." he smiled and then laughed, "Thank you kind sir." I curtseyed, we laughed again walking to the car.

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We laid the towels down before I took off all my accessories and clothes before running down into the water it was so refreashing, I havent been to the beach since weeks before I moved up here and it felt so nice, I knew we wouldn't come here alot because it was so far away but I definitely want to come back again. I saw Michael running down, as soon as he reached the water I latched myself onto him, kissing his neck. "Kendall slow down." He said, I couldn't help it, I just smashed my lips on his, he looked to hot right now. "Kenz if you are gonna go that far, would you like to be my girlfriend." He smiled, he seemed nervous "Yes, Yes, Yes." I said continuously kissing him, he started moving his hands to my hips, lucky we where only about waist in otherwise we wouldv'e drowned. we decided to hop out and just tan for a bit. We stayed at the beach for about 2 hours, then we packed up and went to a little beach shack, they sold lots of Delicious food and drinks. So I ordered a large chocolate milshake with a hotdog and fries, and Michael got a large chocolate milkshake, cheeseburger and fries with tomato sauce. When our food came I took it slow this time, trying not to look like a grub. "Thank you so much for such a good day." I smiled, he smiled back before taking another bite of his burger. "This is really good." He said taking yet another bite, "Is it." I smirked, hoping he would get the hint I wouldn't mind trying some, "Yeah here." He said putting the burger in front of my face, I took a small bite, "Wow it's amazing." I laughed drinking the last bit of my milkshake.

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9pm

we were back at Luke's house, and we were walking right up to the bedroom, kissing.

As soon as we made it too the bedroom door, I opened it not letting my lips leave his, as soon as we got in the room the door shut. I wasn't sure if I wanted to do this, because fairly I was still a little bit uncomfortable after what happened a few weeks ago, it still haunted me. But with him, I felt a bit more comfortable, he wouldn't make me do anything I didn't want to do. Right? we took our shoes off.

I was deeply thinking, I didn't realise we were on the bed, my back laying down while my legs were wrapped around his midriff, he was leaning down on top of me, he started to tugging on my dress, asking for permission to take it off, which I kindly gave, I then moved my way down the bed so I wasnt at the edge when he followed closely behind. He then moved the kisses down my chest, I couldn't help but giggle, because it tickled when he ran his fingers up my sides. Luke used to do that, he knew Im ticklish in many spots but mostly my stomach and legs and he would tease me, Wait. Why am I thinking about Luke while im happily with Michael.in my bedroom? I shook my head then softly started sucking on his neck when he let out a small moan, I started tugging on his shirt giving him the hint that I was going to take it off. "Kendall you definitely... sure you want to do thi..s because I can... wait." He said inbetween kissing me, "Im sure." I said flipping him over a leg on each side of his body, un doing my bra strap, his jaw dropped which made me giggle, I leant down my bare chest on his, and starting kissing his lips again, our tounges investigating each others mouths, he started pulling his pants and throwing them across the room. I heard loud thuds coming up the stairs, It must be Luke because Ashton was at Rubi's tonight, surely he will just go to bed, and we can continue, I then became to take my bike pants off when the door swung open and a whaff of alcohol filled the room, I quickly pulled the sheet over me since I wasnt wearing a top, and plus my bottoms where half way down my legs. "Shit I must've forgot to lock the door." I sighed, "What the Fuck is happening in here." His words slurred, death staring Michael and looking at me in shock, "Michael get the fuck out of my house." He yelled, the smell of alcohol coming from his breath, it stunk. "You can't tell him to get out I live here too plus why are you in my room we are in the middle of something." I yelled fiercly back, "What a bloody asshole." I muttered under my breath, "What was that." He walked over a bit, "Get out Michael." He yelled, "No what are you going to do to her." Michael stood up, "IM JUST GOING TO CHAT WITH HER, we need to talk." He started to yell looking at Michael then with the last part he calmed down looking at me, "Fine, but im just out here." Michael said to me getting up, "No you are leaving my house." Luke said getting up as well "Im not leaving her alone with you, at least not in this state." Michael stood up for me "Well guess what mate, no your not, Leave Right Fucking Now." He yelled again, I wouldve stood up but the blanket was under the bed and I couldn't get it out, I saw my bra close enough to grab so I put it on and then stood up walking over to where my dress should have been. "where's my shirt." I sighed, Luke just laughed, but Michael was long gone, I had heard his car leave. I was with drunk Luke by my self! I tried to get out of the room where I would feel more comfortable as I have more room to run if I need to plus easy access to the front or back door, as I tried to leave Luke blocked the door, "I haven't spoken to you yet." He laughed, "Let's talk downstairs." I said trying to get out again, "Nice try, but I like it in here." He smirked, Im really scared, I have never seen him drunk (I have but not to this extreme), he just reaked the smell of alcohol, his clothing had whatever he drank all over it and his face was just a mess, he looked tired, his eyes dropping every so often. "Luke, lets go downstairs." I begged, I didn't trust him in this room alone, because part of me felt like he still had feelings for me even though he said he didn't, and that he was going to do something that he wouldn't do sober. "Why do you love him not me?" He stared at me walking closer and closer to me, what is he talking about, he has the nerve to ask that and actually ask why? Is he stupid? "Did you forget." I yelled walking further back till I hit a wall, "I love you Kendall, did Michael tell you that." He said, "Y-yo-yo-you dont love me." I yelled back, his hands beside my waist, one holding me tightly, the other rested on the wall, the hand started sliding up my side, making me jump a little, "Yes I do, just let me prove it." He said leaning in kissing me, I didn't want to, but I knew my feelings for him obviously weren't gone, because I found myself kissing him back, our tounges fighting each other, our lips moving together perfectly again, I felt his lips curl into a smile as if he wanted this so badly. I finally got my head around things and pulled away, "What are you doing." I heard a loud and powerful voice as they came in the room.

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Sorry about this terrible chapter, what do you think?