I think I love you... (5sos)

Luke

Luke's P.O.V

"N-no I guess not" I said as I walked out of the room and slammed the door shut and ran down the stairs "Hey hey where are you going?" Ashton asked 
"Out" I snapped as I walked out the front door

THREE WEEKS AGO

I saw Michael walk inside the house with Kendall, she had a small blanket wrapped around her body and she looked horrible she looked so pale and sick.
Ashton ran straight over to Kendall and hugged her "Fuck, what happened" Ashton asked her 
"Can I have a shirt" she asked looking over at me "Yeah, Yes, Sure" I said as I ran upstairs into my room. I found one of my comfiest shirts I had so that she could be partly comfortable. I wonder what the hell happened to her? Is she okay? I don't wanna be annoying and ask though she hates me at the moment. Calum, Ashton and I asked what's wrong as we were all basically circling around her.
"Guys just leave her alone, she wouldn't want to talk about it she's just lucky I was out to drive her home when I found her" Michael said. Of course he was the only one who knew what happened other then Kendall who wouldn't tell us what happened. He probably was happy he was the only one that knew. "What fucking happened to her" I yelled as I grabbed Michaels shoulders "She was getting raped, ok. Why are you standing here with me when she obviously needs the company" he said "What the fuck" Ashton said looking at me with a confused yet shocked expression "I'm sorry" Calum said pulling his hands to the back of his head. Wow who in the right mind would do such a cruel thing to a poor girl! I walked over to the closest thing I could see and kicked it as hard as I could, luckily it was only the lounge and then I ran upstairs.

Within a week Kendall was saying she was fine so everyone was getting off her case a bit and then everything went down hill. It was horrible. She was starving herself, she was so skinny that it looked so unhealthy. She was drinking every night full blown drunk and she was getting no sleep. Her eyes had permanent black rings around them with bags starting to form. She was now into drugs and was pretty much high 24/7. I'm pretty sure Michael and her have been talking a lot throughout this because I think he's trying to help her but one day I got a call of him because I'm guessing it all got to out of control.
I was sitting in my room deciding weather or not to go out and drink once again when I got a call from Clifford. What the hell did he want? 
"What" is how I answered 
"Yeah nice to talk to you too mate. But on serious terms you need to get to my house now" he said with a serious tone
"And why would I wanna go to your house" I asked
"It's Kendall, Luke. The drugs she's using are getting out of control, the drinking, no sleeping, starving herself smoking its just all catching up on her and it's really bad! I promised her I wouldn't tell anyone but you needa get here now" he basically screamed 
"Yeah I'll be there in ten in the mean time get her into a cold shower no hot water just freezing cold just to calm her muscles down" I said as I hung up the phone. 
I grabbed my car keys and ran to my car when I saw Ashton downstairs.Shit it really sucks living with him sometimes. "I'm going to a friends I'll be home later or tomorrow I don't really know" I said and walked out the door before he even got a chance to reply.
Wishing 5 minutes I arrived at Kendall and Rubi's house and I was just hoping that Rubi wasn't home...
I ran straight upstairs to Kendal's bedroom.
"Hey good your here" Michael said 
"Yeah fill me in what's wrong with her?" I ask 
"Okay so she hadn't been eating, the only thing she's been drinking is Alcohol. She's been smoking. She's started using drugs and stuff as well" he said 
"Yep and?" I asked
"Well it all has caught up to her now I guess" he started "she doesn't talk anymore, she hasn't talked for the past 3 days straight" he said 
"Wait where's Rubi?" I asked again
"Kendall and Rubi are fighting or what ever so Rubi's staying at Lucy's house" he said 
"And why not Ashton's" I questioned
"Because your there" he chuckled 
"Okay whatever mate, looks like you haven't slept in days" I paused taking a deep breath "go sleep I can take care of her for a while" 
With that Michael walked out of the bathroom and laid on Kendall's bed. "Thanks for coming" he said "Yeah it's okay" I mumbled 
I walked over over and bent down so that I was eye level with Kendall. She was sitting in the floor of the shower with freezing cold water flowing over her body.YES, she's shaking. And YES, she freezing. But these are the consequences she needs her muscles to relax she needs to relax.
"Okay Kendall can you hear me?" I ask her she doesn't do anything she just keeps staring at the floor "Kendall I need you to answer me okay even if you don't wanna talk to me just wiggle your fingers if you can here me" watching a few seconds of me saying that she wiggled her fingers, I let out a nervous laugh. "Okay good" I started and thought for a moment. "Okay Kendall I need you to lay down for me please, I need your body under the water so keep your face out" I said and waited for a while but nothing "Kendall please just do it" I begged but she still didn't move, so I decided the only way she was moving if I moved her so I spun her around and laid her back so that she was on her back and her stomach and thighs were under the water. I slowly changed the water temperature from freezing to hot checking every now and again to make sure it wouldn't burn her but I needed it hit enough to steam up the whole bathroom. "Michael I needa shut the door okay? I need the room to steam up" I yelled out to him and within seconds he had walked over to the bathroom and walked in closing the door behind him "why do you need it steamed?" He asked "because it's hot, so she'll sweat and when she sweats she'll be getting all the bad germs off her and washing all the toxins off her body and flushing it out and if it's hot enough it could basically fix her straight up and all she'll need is a panadol for headaches but we can't have to water to hit or it'll burn her" I say 
And with that Michael didn't question anything I was doing.