I think I love you... (5sos)

Troubled

Kendall's P.O.V

It had been a week since the incident, I wasn't going to school, I wasn't eating properly, I wasn't drinking or sleeping. I tried to sleep but I couldn't, I would always wake up screaming with one of the boys in the room trying to comfort me, tears running down my face, I kept reliving the event, it was horrible. Me struggling and trying to get away, him touching me, His cold hands on my body. I just wanted to end it all.

Atleast my dad only touched me but this was completely different. My life was completely messed up, It was ruined.

No one knew besides me and the boys, I didn't really want to tell anyone. I just felt like it would make it worse, I had been staying at their place, I didn't really want to see Rubi, she always kept texting me but I never answered and I told the boys to tell her that they didn't know where I was. I didn't want to see anyone, I hardly showered I stayed in the room that Ash gave me, It was in between Luke and Ashton's just incase anything happened, I guess so they could both hear me.

I pretty much turned into a mute I guess, I dont talk to anyone anymore, I just stay inside watching movies, tv or just on my laptop or phone. They literally forced me to eat, and Ashton always tried to make me laugh with his goofy smile, and Luke im not even sure what's happening with him, he's just all like protective and just keeps on asking me if im all right, but of course I dont answer. Michael would come over every afternoon with pizza, subway, donuts, sometimes frozen cokes because he knew how much I loved them, he always brought over somehing for us to do and would always try to bring something that didn't include talking because for a fact he knew I didn't want to and I wouldn't, he brought games such as Fifa, skate 3, games that didn't include me getting up, even though I didn't really try hard at the games he would still come over, which I thought was really sweet. He tells me what's going on at school and what events are happening.

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3 weeks later

I finally started talking again.

Kendal's P.O.V

Calum, Ashton, Michael and I stayed down stairs watching some weird movie, the boys kept asking me if I was okay and if I needed anything. I mean I was happy to know that they care but it was annoying as well like I said I'm fine now get the hint.
"Come on Kenz I'll take you to the room" Ashton said as he stood up
"I-It's fine I'll just stay down here" I said as I laid on the lounge
"Nope get up" Michael said but I still didn't move "Okay then I see how this is" Michael said as he picked me up and started to Carry me up the stairs.
"Thanks Michael" I paused "For saving me from t-that g-uy, getting me out of that t-tunnel. Saving my life." I chocked out "thanks you so much" I finished
"Kenz it's fine" he said as he walked into the room
I heard people run up the stair case "Night Kendall" Calum yelled out "Night Kenz" Ashton said
"Night guys" I yelled out
I turned back to Michael and he was staring at me "What?" I giggled "Are you sure your okay?" He asked "Yes Mickey I'm fine I promise okay" I said as I kissed his cheek, maybe that would reassure him? "Okay night Kendall" he said as he tucked me in "Night" I said
Just as Michael went to walk out of the room I yelled out to him "Michael" he turned around on his heel "yeah?" He asked "Can you sleep in here with me?" I asked as I pulled the blanket up for him to get in "yeah sure" he said as he walked over.
When he got in I instantly felt safe, warm and secure. Flash backs on what had just happened 3 weeks ago crossed my mind and I broke down crying again, Michael wrapped his arm around me and pulled me into his chest so my back was pressed against him and he started tracing patterns into my hips "Shh Kenz it okay I'm here no ones gonna hurt you okay, your safe with me I promise" he said and with that I started to fall asleep

Michael's P.O.V

I woke up and my arms were still wrapped around Kendal's tiny waist, I started tracing small patterns into her back. Kendall rolled over so she was facing me and our faces were about 3cm apart "Hi" she giggled
"Hey there" I said as I tucked a piece of hair behind her ear which made her blush "How long have you been up for?" She asked as her hands moved to my chest and started playing with my top "Not to long about 10 minutes" I said as I stared into her eyes "Are you oka-" I started to ask but was cut off by Kendall as she moved closer to my face and whispered "Michael seriously I'm fine, Please stop asking please" she was basically begging "Okay sorry" I said as she laid back down but this time our foreheads were touching and out lips were brushing against each other's. "Kendall" I said breaking the silence "Michael" she mimicked "Are you hungry do you want anything-" once again I was cut off

Kendal's P.O.V

"Are you hungry do you want anything-" Michael started to ask but I interrupted him again.
Am I hungry? YES STARVING! "No thanks Mickey I'm fine for now" I lied
We sat in a silence for a couple more minutes but it wasn't an awkward silence it was just a normal silence we were enjoying each other's company. The door swung open revealing Luke "Oh" is all he said. What was his problem? "What?" Michael asked "Use slept in the same bed" he snapped "So" I but in to their conversation "There were other beds" Luke said "Yeah and Calum stayed here to" Michael said as he sat up and let go of my waist, I instantly felt cold. "Yeah so there was one more room, 3 spare rooms and then mine and Ashton's room" Luke snapped
"I asked him to stay in here" I snapped
"Why?" He asked looking upset
"Because I did, is there a problem with that?" I asked
"N-no I guess not" he said as he turned and slammed the door, What was with him, why did he care so much. "Im kind of hungry now can we please go eat?" I asked politly, "Yeah sure." Michael said grabbing my hand and pulling me up, "Just wait im going to get dressed." I said quickly rushing into the bathroom and putting on my black swing dress with white elephants, and I just put on my white lace socks and a beanie. We walked downstairs as I sat down at the table and rested my legs on the chair opposite me, Michael was getting harrased by the boys about what happened last night, but where was Luke?

"What did you guys get upto in their last night." Ashton said nudging Michael, "Uh sleeping." Michael said walking back over to me, "What do you want for breakfast." Michael said smiling, "Uh can I please have bacon and egg mcmuffin, from maccas." I begged, smiling like a little girl. "sure anything for you, Princess." He said, it went silent for a few seconds before we both starting laughing. "Lets go." I said hopping up and walking through the door and waiting outside leaning against his car. "What took you so long." I said tapping my foot on the ground trying to hold back my laugh, I had only been out there for about 20 seconds, so yeah too me it was really funny. "I was trying to make up an excuse not to see you." He laughed walking up to me, pulling a piece of hair that had fallen in front of my face behind my ear, then he just stood there staring. "What." I giggled, "You are really pretty." He said leaning in closer to my face, Are we about to kiss? Did I even want to?, his face got closer to mine, smashing his lips onto mine, our lips moving together, it felt amazing. but he backed away, "Sorry Kenz." He looked down at the ground, "Why are you sorry?" I said pulling my hair behind my ear again. "Because I kissed you." He said looking straight into my eyes we just stood there for about 30 seconds before I leaned in for another kiss, I put my hands around his neck pulling him in closer, kissing him, our lips moving perfectly in sync, my tounge swiping over his bottom lip, our tounges starting moving together, when my stomach growled ruining the moment. "Sorry, you are hungry." He said walking around to the otherside of the car and turning the car on, so I hopped in. "Its fine." I smiled, we didn't listen to music today because I had a headache from not sleeping to well, I still have nightmares but they arent as bad anymore.

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We finally arrived at maccas, "Do you wanna eat in or drive thru?" Michael asked, "im not sure what do you wanna do?" I asked hopping out of the car, we were parked in the car park, "Eating in I guess." He laughed hopping out of the car, "You know I feel like I havent been outside for ages." I yawned and stretched, Michael laughed "That's because you havent, you are mostly inside, well during the day.", "I know but it feels different today, I feel normal." I said running over the crossing like a little girl. "Come on hurry up im hungry." I yelled rushing over to the door, running inside. We walked up to the counter "Goodmorning what would you like." The nice lady said at the counter, her name was Minnie, "Uh can I please have a Bacon and Egg mcmuffin with a hashbrown and frozen coke." I said happily looking over to Michael, "Is that all?" Minnie asked, "Can I have the same please." Michael asked, "Yeah, that comes to a total of 24 dollars and 50 cents." Minnie replied, Michael grabbing out his wallet, I decided to grab mine but I forgot it, I tapped Michael on the shoulder, "I uh forgot my wallet." I whispered, I felt so embarrased, "Good, I didn't expect you too pay." He whispered smiling back before handing the lady the money.