I think I love you... (5sos)

Re-united

Kendalls P.OV

"It's okay baby it wasn't your fault" Luke said before placing his lips to which I obviously went along with but I stopped the kiss before it got to heated
"Luke" I mumbled against his lips
"Mhm" he mumbled not moving his lips from mine causing my body to fill with goose bumps from then vibration it left
"We need to talk" I said pulling away from him and sitting up straight
"Okay, let's talk then" he said as he grabbed my hand and interwind our fingers. Well that was easy I though I would have to force him to talk to me
"Okay well I'll start" I paused "So things have been really screwed up lately like really bad. With not just me but you as well Luke and I'm willing to help you like you helped me but you have to promise me you'll try to get better" I stopped for him to say so thing but I only event a nod "okay and obviously I love you and I don't even know why because I wish I could hate you but because I can't hate you no matter how I try I still love you but I did just break up with Michael so I'm not looking for anything serious" I finished
Luke just sat in silence for a while string into my eyes trying to figure out what to say
"Firstly, I promise you with all my life I'll try to get out of my habits and let you help me" he paused and looked around the room "And baby I love you too and I know it's love because every time I see you my heart actually skips a beat or just feels like it stops all together, also because if I even see a guy take a double look at you or even look at you for longer then a second I instantly want to kill them but also because I'm constantly jealous of any guy you talk to and I just love every single inch of you. When I first saw you I saw that you were perfect and I love you but and then you turned out to not be perfect and I love you even more now as cliche as that sounds it's true bear, I love you" he finished and it looked like the world he been lifted off his shoulders, I wonder how long he's been wanting to say that?
"U-uh Luke I don't know what to say" I said as I looked into his eyes
"You don't have to say anything just please give me a second chance Kenz please" he begged
No I can't give him a second chance, he hurt me and I don't wanna go through that again
"Come on Kendall" Luke said
"I dunno Luke you hurt me last time so I don't know if I can trust you again" I stated
Luke moved his head closer to mine and placed his forehead on mine so now I could feel his hot breath hitting my lips and it's taking me everything not to kiss him right now
"Kendall, bear I promise I won't hurt you again. I don't even know why I said it I'm just scared because I've never been in love before" he said and his lips were brushing against mine.mmm.
"Luke" I said sitting up straight again "I just need time okay" I said as I got off his lap but before I could walk away he grabbed my waist and pulled me back, he laid me down on the couch and now he was hovering over me "I love you Bear" he whispered into my neck. AHHHH I wanna kiss him so so badly!
"I love-" before I could even finish my sentence he crashed his lips onto mine and within seconds they were moving perfectly together. He swiped his tongue along my bottom lip begging for entrance which I gladly gave, soon our tongues were fighting for dominance and of course Luke won.
"Okay Luke I have to go" I said as I pulled out of the kiss
"Nooo" he whined "stay here with me please"
Yes "Sorry Luke I can't but I'll see you tomorrow" I said "so hop off me so I can leave please"
"Finne" he groaned as he got off me
"Bye Luke" I said before placing a kiss on his cheek
"Bye Kendall I love you" he said as he opened the door for me
"I love you too" I said as I walked away
Shit I still need a lift home, I pulled my phone out and dialled the first number I remember
"Hello" the husky voice said as they picked up the phone
"Hey Ashton sorry did I wake you" I asked
"Yeah, but it's fine do you needa talk to Rubi?"
"No actually where are you?"
"At Rubis well yours too why? Wait where are you?" He asked
"Well I'm at Luke's and I need a lift home?" I said more as a question
"Yeah I'll be there in ten"
"Thanks Ashton" is all I said before the phone line went dead
"HEY YOU OKAY?" a voice that I unfortunately recognised a little asked from behind me
"Yeah I'm fi- Jesse?" I said more as a question as I turned to face him
"Yeah hey, you need a lift or anything?" He asked
"Hey um nah Ashton's picking me up so its fine"
"Wait Ashton Irwin as in Rubi Emerson's boyfriend?" He asked
"Ahh yeah why?" I questioned
"I hate that guy I don't want you with him okay" he said
"Um Jesse you don't really get a say in who I talk to or not" I harshly said
"Just trust me" he begged
"Okay well I live with him basically seeing he's my cousins boyfriend and he's here 24/7. But what'd he ever do wrong?" I asked
"It doesn't mat- oh look he's here" he said as he stepped closer to me
"Jesse" I said
"Mhm?"
"What's so bad about him?" I asked
"It doesn't matter love. Just get going home I'll text you later" he said as he pulled me in for a hug
"Alright" I said wrapping my arms around his torso
"Be careful okay?" He whispered in my ear
"I will" I said pulling out of the hug a bit so that I could see his face
"Promise?" He asked
"Promise" I said before turning and walking away
As I got into the care I could see Ashton death glaring Jesse
"What? Do you know him or something?" I asked even though I knew
"Uh yeah old friends I guess, I thought you said you were here with Luke" he said as he drove off
"Yeah I was" I half laughed trying to make things less awkward
"Why were you with Jesse then?" He asked
"Do I need to explain my every move to you" I said
"Yep" he said popping the 'p'
"Well if you must know, I met him a few weeks ago so tonight when I was waiting for you he walked past and recognised me and we were talking" I said
"What about?" He asked
"Shit Ashton I'm not telling you what I was talking about!" I yelled
"Okay okay" he said raising an arm in defence. After a few minutes of silence Ashton decided to speak up "So what happened Michael he came over crying so his staying in the guest room for the night"
"Shit" I mumbled "Um we broke up" I said a little louder
"Oh why?" He asked
"Because I realised that I'm still in love with Luke and it just felt wrong being with Michael, and Luke kissed me tonight and when he did it felt amazing like I've never felt that with Michael" I blurted out
"Wow" is all he said before we pulled up into the drive way.

 
I walked up to the front door opening it slightly revealing Rubi, I haven't seen her in weeks omg I feel so bad she's probably so worried
"Kendall" she whispered
"Yeah Rubi it's me" I said as I stepped closer to her
"Oh my god I've missed you" she said as she wrapped her arms around me "Everyone was so worried about you when Luke and Michael told us about your drug over dose and all that stuff I'm just so glad your okay" she said just above a whisper
"Sorry for worrying you but I'm really tired,so I'll just be going to bed" I said as I pulled out of the hug and then turned to Ashton "thanks for the lift" I smiled
"Any time, get some rest" he said and I started walking up the stairs but I stopped outside the guest room, I just really need to see Michael I need to cuddle him one more time and tell him that everything will be fine
"Michael" I said as I stepped inside the room but didn't get an answer
"Michael" I said a bit louder which cause him to roll over and I could see his eyes were red and puffy and that was enough for me to break down "oh my god Michael I'm sorry" I said as I ran over to him even though it was only a few steps. He pulled me down onto the bed so he could cuddle me for the last time "I miss you already" he whispered into the crook of my neck "I missed you too Michael" I said as I rolled over so now we were facing each other "Im so sorry that this can't work out Michael you're such a nice guy" I said as I cuddled up into his chest "It's fine baby girl just get some sleep okay" he said as he rubbed my back, and with that I fell asleep.