I think I love you... (5sos)

Drama. continued

Kendall's P.O.V

I was walking when I heard Luke and Ashton fighting so I just stood behind Luke.

"Well Ash if she wasn't thinking of me. Why did we kiss in the car earlier today." Luke voiced, Did we mean nothing, did I mean nothing?

"What the fuck are you doing, messing around with your best mates girlfriend while you have Kendall! I thought you liked her and for fact I know she really likes you, you sure have fucked things up." Ash continued growling

"Yeah well Kendall was Kendall who cares. She should've known it wouldn't last." Luke laughed

I saw something peering over Luke's shoulder I noticed Ash looking at me, he seem surprised "I can't believe I done anything with you, Your such a dick." I yelled as I shuved Luke and ran down the hall to the girls bathroom. 

I walked in and immediantly started to cry, I felt someone leaning behind me, It was Jessica, "Hey whats up." She mentioned as she started to talk to me, I tried to speak but I couldnt I was crying to much so she just sat there to comfort me, I finally got some words out after about two minutes, "L-Luke." I mummbled, tears still streaming down my face, I have never been so hurt in my life, well it is understandable I had only been in one relationship that lasted like 4 days and I had kissed people but only at parties they never meant anything. "L-Luke and I had sex on the weekend he said he loved me and all of that we had a nice night, but then when Ash and Rubi where having sex, sh-she moaned his name and then they kissed in the car and he said to Ash that I meant no-noth." I couldn't finish the sentence before I started balling my eyes again, "Oh um." Is all that Jessica could say, I heard the bell ring for Lunch I couldnt handle it I walked out and went straight to the office, I just wanted to go home while I was walking I saw Ash in the nurse's office so I decided to walk in "What are you doing in here." I said wiping my eyes trying to hide that I was crying, I looked over and saw Luke with an ice pack on his face, "Uh don't worry." I said walking out quickly, "Wait." Ashton said, I started to think and I realised that I needed someone to drive me otherwise I would have to walk because there are no buses this early.  "Uh could you please drive me home?" I asked hoping he would say yes, "Uh yeah I guess so." He nodded, "Cool can we leave soon I just want to get away from." I said as I pointed towards Luke. We up to the front desk and asked to go home, Ash was meant to go home because of being hit and so was Luke, she said that they weren't meant to drive so he said I was driving them home, The nurse said that I would have to stay with them, and that I would have to check every 1-2 hours if they decide to sleep and ask them questions. I didn't want to have to stay with him and Luke I just wanted to go home, "Can Calum and Michael come too?" I asked Ash hoping that they could come as well, "Yeah sure they can drive us and you can get dropped on the way or come hang out at mine and Luke's?" He mentioned, "Uh yeah I guess I can hang out with Michael and Calum." I sighed, "Okay, Ill just text them." He added as he grabbed his phone and texted them. I heard the door swing open, "Luke we are going now." I heard Calum yell. Luke walked out and just blankly stared at me, he looked like such a dick I can't believe I lost my virginity to him! I hated myself. I just need to find someone else, Why the hell would I love him, why did I say it, why did he say it! "Ugh" I muttered, I thought we had such a good day and he treats me like this.

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I was in the car with Ash and Michael. Calum drove Luke.

Michael and I got talking and we had a lot in common, we both liked guitar and the same types of bands like of course I liked other music too like One Direction and Taylor swift but mostly music such as Blink-182 and The Offspring. 

"What happened with you and Luke anyway?" Michael asked blankly, I can't believe he didnt know.

"Well U-um." I started but couldn't finish because I wasnt sure if I wanted to tell him. Ash butted in our conversation "well do you want the full story?" He asked

"Uh Yeah sure." Michael said

"Im sorry Kendall you have to do this, you know more than me" Ashton mentioned

"Okay well, You know how me and Luke got along like a lot on the weekend?" I mummured trying to hold back the tears, I know by the end of this ill be crying again which was the reason I wanted to go home in the first place. 

"Yeah." Michael nodded

"Well we left early yesterday and went to the shops, we had the best shopping day. Someone at boost said that we were a cute couple even though we werent dating." I stopped I felt my eyes starting to water  "Well after we bought decor for my room we went to Bras N Things, When I was in the dressing room he walked in, shut the door and kissed me." I  said "and we made out for 5 minutes." I mummbled because I didnt really want them to hear "But I told him to wait till we get home."

"You guys did what!" Ashton yelled

"We made out in the dressing room." I murmured again, they just stared at me with wide eyes

"I wish a girl and I did that." Ash mummbled "same." Michael agreed

"Any ways go on with the story" Michael said as they both turned to face me

"Yeah we got back and kind of had sex." I squinted trying not to look at them

Ashton laughed "Yeah I was the one who interupted." why was he happy about that

"But before we did we said that we liked each other actually no l-loved each other, he said he meant it and I believed him, I lost my fucking virginity to him." I started balling my eyes

"And then him and Rubi had sex and she moaned Luke's name, he smirked. They made out in the car, an-and at school he said that I meant no-nothing and who cares, he pretty much used me to get what he wanted and I l-let him." I sobbed scrunching my shirt up to wipe my eyes and hide my face. We finally reached the house I couldn't handle it I just ran inside the house and hid my self in the closest room I could find. I heard someone walk in and so I hid in the ensuit locking the door behind me I didnt want anyone to talk to me, I heard a voice and someone lie down on the bed. It was fucking Luke, out of all rooms Lukes 'what a surprise' I had to go into Lukes room. "Kendall." I heard Ashton and Michael yelling from downstairs but I couldn't leave now what if he is getting dressed. I heard a knock on the door not the bathroom door but the bedroom door, "Hey Luke have you seen Kenz anywhere." I heard Calum ask, "Uh why?" Luke just reacted, what a bloody dickhead. "Because Ash and Mikey havent seen her since she ran inside." Calum voiced, "Yeah well No and who cares, now get out." Luke yelled, far out I can't walk out now, because if I see him i'll either cry or beat the shit out of him. I got my phone out and I decided to call Ashton, "Hey Ash please get Luke out of his room." I whispered, "Why?" He asked whispering as well, "When I ran inside I ran to the closest room and it was accidently his, im in the bathroom hiding please, I can't see him or ill cry or beat the shit out of him, ill tell you what happened as soon as you get him out of the room, like why I ran off." I continued but of course I wouldn't, "Fine, but I just wanted to sleep." He said.

I heard another knock on the door, "What do you want if you are looking for Kendall I havent seen her!" Luke yelled, "No, um come out here for a second so I can talk to you about all of this." Ash said, as I heard Luke get up from the bed and walk out of the room, I also heard the door shut and creaks so I assumed they were walking downstairs.

As I was sneaking out and I nearly got out of the room but I forgot my phone was in the bathroom, so I had to run back in and get it off the bench, but as soon as I walked back out of the bathroom again Luke had walked back into the bedroom. "What the fuck are you doing in here and fucking hell Ash did you plan for her to get in my room and you distract me or something." Luke blurted out, I just stormed and pushed him, just looking at him made me want to kill myself.

"What the fuck is wrong with you Luke, I cant believe you." Ash yelled before running after me and grabbing my wrist, I turned around to face him, I saw shock on his face as soon as he saw me crying I just wiped my eyes and kept walking "I shouldn't of come here." I yelled walking out of the front door. "Wait how are you going to get home." Michael yelled "Ill walk." I yelled back as I continued walking.