I think I love you... (5sos)

The fight

Kendalls P.O.V.

"What does it look like im doing" Rubi said as she grabbed Ashtons hand

"Why would you leave with that guy, you know I suck at talking to boys let alone one I met like two minutes ago!" I yelled at her

"Woah Kenz calm down, I left with that guy oh and he has a name Ashton but I left with him becasue he's one of my best friends oh and so is the other guy" she paused to take a breath "And how do you expect to make any knew friends if you just hang off me, your not 5 any more, live a little, lighten up"  she finished

"I know im not 5 anymore, but ive been in Sydney for at least 30 minutes. You didnt even hang out with me so we could catch up you just left." i said nearly about to cry "WHY DID I EVEN COME HERE!" I shouted

"Woah what the hell Kenz!" she raised her hands in surrender 

"Aha stop it Rubi" Ashton said as he punched her arm playfully 

"Hey guys what are use doin- Woah guys whats with all Kendall?" Luke giggled

"SHUT UP LUKE!" I yelled unintensionally 

everyone started laughing but I really didnt see what was so funny. Luke walked over to Rubi and wrapped his arms around her waist and rested his head on her shoulder. "What the hell happened babe?" he attmepted to whisper into her ear, but it didnt work because I could hear him.

"Well you see Luke" Ashton started to talk but Rubi cut him off.

omg shes rude sometimes does she always get her own way and whats with her and flirting with both of the boys?

"She's just having a little fit because she saw me kissing Ashton and I left you with her" Rubi giggled and just glared at me 

"Oh what you kissed him really, what'd he do to get to kiss you huh? you havent even let me kiss you..." Luke spoke 

"Well Lukey" Rubi giggle "You haven't ever tried to kiss me" She finished 

she was really starting to get on my nerve with the flirting thing!

"So you'd let me kiss you?" he smirked at her and bit his lip and looked over at me and rolled his eyes

Why was he looking at me like that, what did I do wrong?

"Hey hey hey, I just got with her mate you can wait your turn" Ashton said as he pulled rubi into a hug

They all start laughing but I didnt find it very amusing so I just stood there with my arms folded over my chest until they stopped. 

"Can we go now?" I asked Rubi and turned to walk away

"But she was gonna come back to mine tonight with Ashton" Luke said 

"Yeah I was gonna go there!" She shouted

"Well how do I get home then?" I asked 

"Um Ashy could you please take her home" Rubi said as she wrapped her arms around Ashtons neck 

"Yeah sure" He said and kissed her cheek 

Rubi giggled and walked over to me and as she hugged me she whispered into my ear "Be careful"

"What" I said as I shrugged my shoulders, she giggled and said "Because Kenz he's a horny little shit" she then turns and walks over to Luke, he grabbed her hand and started flirting with her instantly. 

"Soo what ways your car?" I asked Ashton 

"Its this way" he said as he started walking in the direction of the car "Why don't you just come with us to Lukes tonight?" he asked 

"Becasue i just wanna be alone" I snapped 

He didnt try and argue with me he could obviously tell I wasn't in the mood. He led me out to the car, the trip back to mine was completly silent unless I was telling him to turn here or there.

"Thats the house there" I said 

"Uh yeah I know babe Rubi's lived here for a while now"

"Well then why did you let me tell you where to go?" I said as i unbuckled my seatbelt 

"So the trip wasn't completly quiet... I guess" 

I could feel tears start to form in my eyes as I thought about what had just happened at the shops 

"Hey are you okay?" Ashton said 

"Yeah im fine" I replied as I jumped out of the car 

"Come on ill walk you in and we can talk about it" 

I just nodded. I wasnt really in the mood to argue with him. We walked up to the front door and before I could get the key out of my bag he had alrady unlcoked the door with his key? I was going to ask why he had a key but honestly why wouldnt he have a key him and Rubi are 'Best friends" Luke probably has a key too. 

I walked up to my room and Ashton followed behind me, as soon as i entered the room I fell to the floor and started to cry.

"Hey hey Kenz it's okay" Ashton said as he sat behind me and put his legs on either side of me, I was soon crying into his chest and probably leaving makeup stains all over his Iron Maiden top. I started to calm down and then I turned around to face him "Sorry" I whispered "Don't be sorry its okay" he said as he used one hand to lift my head up so I was looking him in the eye and the other hand brushing some hair off my face and tucking it behind my ear. "What are you staring at?" I asked him "you" he replied quickley "Why?" I ask "Because your beautiful Kendall" I didnt answer him I just looked down at the floor. Ashton again pulled my head up again so I was looking him in the eyes but this time our foreheards were touching and so were our noses but I didnt pull away because I didnt think anything else would happen but before I knew it he connected our lips, I was so shooked and first I just froze but soon I started to kiss him back and then I soon realised what I was doing and pulled out of the kiss "Y-your  wit-with Rubi" I stuttered "No im not" he said and reconnected our lips this time he wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapped my arms around his neck . I dont know why though I didnt even like him but I did it anyway.