today's the day.
i'm sitting in my car outside of the airport, hands leaning on the steering wheel. dream should be arriving very shortly. i've been holding my breath for the past hour, reciting the lines i've practiced over and over. i've practiced them so i don't seem awkward in front of dream. i can't make a fool of myself now. why would he ever stay with me if i showed my true, messed up self?
the london rain makes small tapping sounds against the windshield. the clouds are as dark as london clouds get. it's like the world has set me up for failure.
i'm just about to exit my car and start walking towards the arrivals when i get a notification on my phone.
sap ❤️
is he there yet????
george???+
i smile a little at his eager question. i think sapnap is as excited as me about all of this even though he isn't even gonna be here meeting us. i know he really wanted to follow dream over here but couldn't because of college and i feel horrible for him. i wanna meet my little sappy too. dream did promise to fly us both out to florida next summer, so hopefully then we can get the chance.
george
no but his plane's here in 10 i think
i'm starting to get really anxious
sap ❤️
why? i mean i know you're nervous because of the whole crush thing, but is there something else?
sapnap is the only person who knows about "the whole crush thing". when i was feeling like shit a few weeks back i just straight up told him that i thought i was falling for my best friend, and i honestly couldn't have wished for a better response. he told me it was kinda obvious which, to me, was extremely embarrassing but he also told me that we would be adorable together, and that he would support me through thick and thin.
george
well, i haven't told anyone about this but ig i kinda have some problems with my eating
idk if it's really an ed but yeah
and i'm scared that dream will be scared
that felt good to type out. i know sap will react well.
sap ❤️
anything you wanna talk about?
george
not really tbh
sap ❤️
alright, just know that i'll always have your back, you can always talk to me ❤️
and dude, i'm sure dream won't be put off by that. he really likes you and would only want to help
george
i hope you're right. thanks sapnap ❤️
sap ❤️
now go get your mans, he's waiting
i physically facepalm at that last text, even though i appreciate his enthusiasm. thanks to sapnap i now feel a bit less insecure. things will probably turn out fine. right?
i wrote most of this drunk at r 4 am so don't judge me :)
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Fanfictiongeorge is not only plagued by his eating disorder, but also by his small crush on his best friend that only seems to grow as the days go by. ~~~ tw; eating disorders, self-harm/general violence, swearing, no smut but a lil more than just fluff/impli...
