𝘓𝘐𝘍𝘌𝘓𝘌𝘚𝘚 𝘞𝘈𝘙//𝘗𝘑𝘔 𝘍𝘍

•His Mind•

With a quick sprint down the village, Jimin raced back to the low budget looking house, which he had yet to be fond of, with much determination of retrieving back the girl only to abruptly stopped all his movements when he arrived right in front of the door with an empty mind. He could thought of nothing as to how to comfort the girl. His determination broke down into pieces of confusion, helplessness as well as desperation. Usually, Venus would always be the doing all the lecturing or the solving when it comes to this, showing him all the things he needs to do or say in order to fix the dent but this time he's on his own to patch this hole he made in their relationship because the girl had long turned on her heels and spared second glance before leaving him behind with a cut on his nose.

As if things wasn't bad enough, Jimin was stuck in a rural area with crops and wood planks which automatically canceling out his usual idea of flowers or chocolate which he knew could easily shut those mouths of his one night stands or even escorts who often threatens him for attention but he was kind enough to send bouquet of flowers instead of a box of knives and clown masks. Then again, it's Venus we're talking about and she deserves so much more than flowers and that brought headaches to the man. He had no clue at all, didn't know where to start, what to say, or if he should knock on the door or barge in.

Times like this, Jimin wished to be a normal guy with a normal childhood who thinks of the most effective and romantic way in pleasing a fuming girl. This whole relationship was already a complex matter for him especially when she confessed her love which he was still guilty for not replying back verbally but was glad that she understood well. And that was also one of the reasons why he's happy being stuck in something he had no idea of because that girl knows him so well that it scares him sometimes. But here he is, being the dumb one in this relationship and don't even know how to get her back.

Jimin paced back and forth in front of the house, earning a few frowns and shrugs from the villagers but he only glared at them out of stress and shooed them away. He groaned loudly and kicked a few small rocks as he twisted and squeezed his brain for some sort of solution but all that brain of his did was coming with ideas like ignoring her, force her to forgive him or even apology sex which he always did back then with those whores. If his brain was an actual person, Jimin wouldn't slapped the crap out of it for throwing out stupid ideas like that. His heart was constantly shushing his brain every time that piece of crap comes up with mad solutions.

Then, a decent idea finally popped in his head. If he can't think of something with that messed up mind of him, then he should think with that intelligent mind of Venus. Jimin internally applauded at himself for such a brilliant idea. He took a deep breath before slowing opening the door and finally entering the house. Upon entering, Jimin was met with silence and dimly lit house with the only source of light coming from the windows. With slow steps, he approached the room where their beds were and instantly found a bump under the blanket with a hand lazily slipped out. He somewhat found it quite endearing how Venus coped with anger. Unlike him with his mad habit of shedding blood and blasting bullets, the girl just slept it away. He found her doing it quite a lot, maybe he should give that a try as well and hopefully doesn't sleep walk and commit murder even in his angry sleep. Though it wouldn't surprise him if he actually do.

Jimin quietly sat down beside the rolled up figure. At that moment, he really she wasn't angry at him so he could just plop down beside her and pull her onto his just how she likes it but he knew if he actually plop down, the girl would either push him away and leave him again. Jimin took in yet another breath before beginning his act of apology which he learned from the girl herself. He remembered how she did it because it surely did work on him when she caressed the back of his head or stroked his cheeks with the back of her hand.

First solution was affection and he's already doubting himself on this. Being all cuddly and touchy was absolutely not in his nature and surely it did not feel comfortable when he gently took her hand and tenderly caressed it. Even though he was out of his comfort zone, Jimin still found it in her soft hand as he gently massaged it with his thumbs awkwardly since he wasn't a pro at this. Just when he was about to call her name, Venus closed her hand into a fist and wriggled it out of his grip but strangely she didn't slip it into the blanket as if she was ask him to try again since this clearly wasn't working, making Jimin quietly sighed.