𝘓𝘐𝘍𝘌𝘓𝘌𝘚𝘚 𝘞𝘈𝘙//𝘗𝘑𝘔 𝘍𝘍

•Cancerous pt.2•

"What are you doing here"

Jimin asked in monotone as he intensely stared at her. He might looked psychotic with his dark eyes and blood stained body but Venus was only taking more steps towards him as she cleaned his bare chest, making him question her mind as well for not dragging her away from this psychopath.

Venus halted her hands and rest them on his bare chest before slowly trailed her gaze up to his eyes where she still got intimidated by how dark it was but after seeing him calming down when she comforted him reassured her of her safety though everyone knew she could only feel safe around him. She really hated how familiar this whole situation was because it all played out just like when she made him angry last time and he got all mad and she had to deal with those burning eyes of his but the only difference was that this time was more like a awakening for both of them but also a threatening time. There was a fine line between death and love this time, one wrong step would either end with a heart shattering farewell or a blade down her throat though she highly doubted he would do that considering how he just melt at her.

"I just....wanted to talk?"

Venus timidly answered with her thumb unconsciously drew circles on his chest, making him feel the small tingle up his spine. Surely he missed her touch but his desire for her was being kept deep in him by his mind as it constantly flashed bad memories of their relationship across his mind, making him stay fuming at her. Jimin softly scoffed at her reply before his arm got off the dry land and slowly trailed up to the back of her head with his fingers spread as he firmly cupped her head. He leaned in with stares burning through her skull but the girl held her stare back.

"Don't you think you should've done that awhile ago?"

Jimin whispered through his gritted teeth as his mind once again reminded him of how he got ignored several times. It triggered him even more when the girl of his heart did it. His threatening gesture had yet to affect her negatively as she took it as an act out of pain. She had to admit that she hurt him and she could see that through his eyes and she wanted to just kiss him sweetly more than anything but that wouldn't do justice when he's still lost in his mind. Even with his death glare and strong grip on her head, Venus still took another step further and she could already feel his bare torso. She trailed her hands up from his chest to his shoulders and fondly looked into his eyes with their lips inches away.

"I'm sorry, I really am. I shouldn't have treated you as if you're my patient. You're my lover and I shouldn't have left you alone with your anger. I'm so sorry, Jimin"

Her hands softly caressed his neck with her thumbs as she tipped her nose on his. Her eyes glistered with tears blurring her vision as she swallowed the lump in her throat. Venus was feeling the rush of guilt up her chest, making her heart ached for what she've done. She heard her own words loud and clear, owning up to all her mistakes and ashamed of her doings. She indeed treated Jimin like a patient and all her goals of curing a psychopath in the name of her mother was put into this relationship and onto him as well. All along she have been putting him in places he couldn't survive in, forcing him into a mind he doesn't obtain, keeping in bubbles that he always pop. And for that, she unknowingly shed a tear as she stared at him with guilt.

When he witnessed that single tear of guilt, Jimin's heart completely shut his mind down and drowned all those memories. He woke himself up and watched as the tear dripped into the water. He finally felt her. He felt her touch on his skin, her caress on his neck, her body against him, trying to make him feel her love again and indeed he felt it. But he's also afraid of it because he just went through a rage of sheer anger when he couldn't feel it. The moment she ignored him, his mind completely darkened and lost it. It was clear to him how addicted he was towards her love and that can be extremely dangerous for the girl.