Ride or Die

Open Eyes

Holly----

So after everything that happened I thought about it. His dad didn't make it, and now we have to plan his funeral. I can't leave him when this is when he needs me the most. I go over to his house everyday now. Aaliyah is supporting to, and Capreace. It's been a sad time, but everyone is just trying to be there. My mom is helping with the funeral as well, because we felt like Mrs.T couldn't do it alone.
I really just want Curtis to go back to himself. He's been very depressed and I understand because everyone mourns.
I'm going to take him out tonight. Let him breath.

I got up and took care of my hygiene. I picked out a pair of distressed jeans my thugave hoodie and my Uggs. I curled my hair all around and put a touch of makeup. I walked downstairs.
To see Aaliyah and my mom up gossiping about Bad Girls Club.
"Hell nah I don't care if we friends if I got to tell you more than once to stop talking and let me speak you getting popped" My mom spoke while sipping her coffee. I giggled
"Good morning y'all" I sat on the island.
"Good morning" they said in unison. Then continued their conversation.
"Then her outfit-"
Aaliyah interrupted "but she got a good body"
"I don't care she looked like a damn Hoe!" My mama said
We burst into laughter.

After eating me and Aaliyah left to Capreace house. We knocked and no answer.

"She don't wanna be a freak no more she don't wanna take-" Aaliyah sang

"Girl if you don't shut the hell up they not answering the door. You sure they here?" I twisted the knob.

Glass was everywhere
"What the fuck?" Me and Aaliyah both mumbled to ourselves.

"Capreace!" Aaliyah said picking up a vase.
"Curtis." I opened up the restroom door. The door had blood all over the mirror and the tub. Half the curtain looked like someone yanked it off.
We went upstairs and opened up to the room.
They were both there Capreace in the tub and Curtis on the bed. What the hell where they thinking.
Aaliyah had left. I tried waking up Curtis but he didn't budge.
Aaliyah came in with a bucket of water and poured it on both of them.
They instantly woke up.
"What the fuck is wrong with y'all." She said putting the bucket down.
The boys still trying to get up. I looked around and found Coke. Before I could say anything
"So y'all doing this shit now?" She snapped.
"Y'all don't know." Curtis shook his head.
"We know y'all going through shit but this ain't the answer. Destroying your place and getting high. What would've happened if one of you overdose?!!" I snapped

"Y'all need to get it together and be downstairs in 30 minutes. Ready to go to the funeral." Aaliyah said walking downstairs.

I can't believe them. I know it's hard on them but this ain't the way to go through with mourning.

AALIYAH--

I love Capreace and as much as he think I don't understand I do.
I used to be with my grandma everyday and we did everything together. She understood me and when she got cancer my world went downhill. She got so sick and everyday got harder and harder. We went to so many doctors appointments and it got to the point I was getting depressed. Not my grandma she would always tell me...
"God has a plan sweetie."

*flashback*

"How much longer do I have doc?" I loved the sound of her sweet voice.

"We'll with chemo therapy we can look at a longer-" she cut him off

"It's ok baby god has a plan." She smiled

"You always say that Lady E." He said questioned

"You just gotta have faith son. I know I've lived my life fully." She smiled.

*end*

I never understood why god planned that for her. Let's just say me and God don't have a close relationship anymore.
When my grandma died I felt like I lost myself and if it wasn't for Holly I wouldn't be here right now. My grandmas death really took a tole on me.
I still have dreams about her but I know she's resting now.

RIP
(Elizabeth manur Rodriguez)

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