Letters to Andee

Chapter 2

CHAPTER 2

HARRY'S POV

Her hands tug at my hair and I lift her by her hips so she can wrap her legs around my waist as I walk towards my bedroom. Her mouth moves to my neck as I sit down and lay on my back, letting out a groan as her hands move down my chest to my zipper.

I shake the stupid wet dream out of my head. It's the most clear and vivid dream I've ever had like that, I try to tell myself that that's not weird. I've had dreams like that before, but the way Andee is taking over my every thought and action is starting to freak me out a little. I snap away from my stupid thoughts when my phone goes off.

Leave me alone I'm taking care of her, you lovesick moron.

I chuckle at Esther's response. She's been showing her sassy side a lot more recently because I've been pestering her about Andee being sick. They tell me it's just the stomach flu and it's nothing to worry about.

But I'm still worried. Andee hasn't been talking to me much; I'm assuming that it is because she hasn't been feeling well. I hate to see her sick... but I want to be there for her. We're leaving in a week and I really want to spend some time with her. After we leave on the fourth I won't see her until the beginning of March.

I've never had to do this before. I haven't had a serious girlfriend while going on tour yet, neither has Niall. Once again we're both in the same boat.

I'm nervous this tour will change our whole relationship; I don't want that to happen... after Ess and Andee moved here it was like Andee was a whole new person. She was so enthusiastic with our relationship; I think she's finally starting to love me. I know she's always had feelings for me, but I've always been more invested in this than she has, I said I love you first, and she still hasn't said it back. I'm not upset she didn't say it the first time, but sometimes I feel like she doesn't feel about me the way I do about her.

I know this is all just ridiculous and I'm coming up with the worst case scenario for a little problem like her being sick... but I'm worried... she's the only person I can see a future with. All of my other flings were just that, flings. They didn't really mean much, but Andee's different. She makes me laugh, she encourages me, and I love her, so damn much.

And that scares the hell out of me.

"Hello?" a hand waves in front of my face and I shake my head to get out of my trance. Liam's standing in front of me with a worried look on his face.

"Sorry..." I mumble and rub a hand across my face.

"What's up? We're about to go on a live interview, they're gonna notice if something's bothering you." he sits next to me and nudges my shoulder.

"Oh... just thinking about being on tour with a girlfriend, and worried about her." I smile slightly as I lean back.

"It seems really freaky right at the beginning but it gets easier." Liam sighs. He doesn't have to worry about a relationship this tour, his breakup was still pretty recent, and he in no way gets the flack that I get. They wondered if I had a secret girlfriend one time after a pap snapped a picture of me with Gemma... none of the other boys get that attention. It never bothered me until I started dating Andee.

When I didn't have anyone to question me about the rumors I didn't mind them. They were annoying but it wasn't like I had to tell someone over and over again that they weren't true.

Granted, Andee doesn't complain about them, which is another reason I love her, but there's always that fear there. I know she sees them... and when I leave, will she be more likely to believe them?"