𝙃𝙐𝙎𝙏𝙇𝙀 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙃𝙄𝙏 // 𝙤𝙞𝙠𝙖𝙬𝙖 𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

𝙭𝙞

[L/N] awoke a few times in the early hours of Friday morning.

She decided she'd had enough once she reached the fourth time when it was a few minutes until 4am and reached through the darkness to find her phone. She fumbled around on her nightstand until her fingers brushed over the smooth screen of her phone.

She knew that DANNASAN 🥵🥵 probably wouldn't be awake but it wasn't like that was going to stop her from shooting him a few texts. She turned down the brightness on her phone, purblind from the flash of light. She blinked a few times and then proceeded into her messages app, only to find she already had a few texts from him.

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DANNASAN 🥵🥵
hi [y/n]-chan, i know you probably don't need me in your dms at 4 in the morning but i really need someone to talk to right now
DANNASAN 🥵🥵
i just feel like everybody secretly hates me and i can't really talk to anyone because i'm afraid they'll judge me or they'll try to empathise with me and i know you won't do that and you'll just listen to what i have to say
DANNASAN 🥵🥵
i just try to be the happy friend but i sometimes feel like that's all i'm kept around for... i don't even know if my friends care for me that much because all they do is laugh and poke fun at me so i just play along and act stupid like i always have to.
DANNASAN 🥵🥵
i wouldn't admit it at all but i guess i just feel like i'm not enough for everyone's expectations? i wasn't born with any natural talents or anything but i still tried so hard, i worked myself into permanent injury, i was on the verge of collapsing at a constant, i didn't sleep, and i could have worked on my grades because i was a smart kid but i always but my stupid hobby first and i was always on the brink of winning but i just couldn't.
DANNASAN 🥵🥵
i'm sorry, i shouldn't vent about my problems when so many people have it worse than me.

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[L/N]'s mouth went dry out of shock - for anyone to carry this weight with them must be horrible. Whoever her stranger was, she hoped they were okay.

Her phone vibrated in her hands and her [E/C] eyes darted back over to the screen, where it said that the messages had been deleted.

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yomechan 💕
dannasan, i saw those messages
yomechan 💕
are you okay?

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Oikawa stared at his phone screen through blurred eyes. He had one arm wrapped around a pillow, which was still damp with tears after he'd awoken from a particularly horrible dream in which he'd ended his life and nobody batted an eyelid.

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yomechan 💕
if youre asleep, its fine, i just wanted to make sure you were okay
yomechan 💕
you seemed so happy i never thought youd carry such emotion with you
yomechan 💕
just so you know you can always talk to me even if i dont exactly know who you are

DANNASAN 🥵🥵
thanks [y/n]-chan
DANNASAN 🥵🥵
i'm really glad you're here right now
DANNASAN 🥵🥵
i had a really bad dream

yomechan 💕
do you wanna talk about it?

DANNASAN 🥵🥵
i'd rather not talk about it if thats okay

yomechan 💕
thats okay
yomechan 💕
as long as you feel a bit better
yomechan 💕
just try and get some rest okay?

DANNASAN 🥵🥵
i'll try for you [y/n]-chan
DANNASAN 🥵🥵
one more thing... i know you're supposed to be going on a date with kindaichi after school, but could you just say that you love me?